today i went to visit a friend of mine which have been suffering from cancer since the past 2 months...it's quite a while since i saw him....i still remember his cute chubby face...n always smile smile....n i even remember him walking like a boss in class... but...today was a shocking moment which i didn't expect...i never thought he would be in this kind of condition.although i have prepared mentally n physically...but still...it tear my heart apart when i saw my friend need to go thru this difficult moment in life...it's very upsetting to everyone who visit him....nothing much can be chatter about....all we do was stand there n look at him....feeling we are helpless at that point....
and when the parents let us know that this is just the 1st chemo that he had....he have even bcome more swollen n bloated than before...his eyes are closed...he can't open it to see it....he can only hear the voice of his surroundings. and still he have to go thru this chemo for another 5-6 sessions before he could be operated...and after the operation he still have to go thru for therapy..... how would u feel about it?? even at this point, he need to go thru so much for it...all those pain he have to take it...physically and mentally... i ask myself....can i even go thru it??? can i really be strong for it??? i doubt myself wht actions would be if i were in his shoes....
my dear friends who went......pls don't forget...everyone need to go thru diff kinds of things in life....n life is definitely not easy to walk it....but remember.....when we still have our families...be grateful for it.....when u have friends...remember to appreciate them n always concern about them....it's not about the gap whether u know that person much anot...but it's about wht would u do for ppl's in this world...although there are many not worthy ppl that u wouldn't wanna help...but do bear in mind....dun put benefits in the 1st place.....but think it as as responsibility to take care of all human races....n dun forget....all human are the same level....dun compare status, color and attitude of each others...
to my friend which gonna fight for his destiny....continue for it...stay strong...stay tough... i can't do anything but to encourage you with words....i will pray for u hoping that u will have the strength to go thru all these....i know it's not easy for u n ur families....but don't give up~!!!
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