Tuesday, May 8, 2012

my confession

these few days....i really felt heartbroken over something which is not lasting n not meant to be...... i couldn't sleep well...my habit of looking at the phone during in the middle of the sleep are still like that....maybe i ald get used to it in this few months..... although tired as it seems...n nothing surprises that it will give...bt my hopes never stop me from waiting..... although the things i hate the most in life is waiting....but it never stops me from doing so.....

My love was pure n damn naive for someone who couldn't understand how i felt....i have been waiting all the time....n there's still nothing happen...well...are my hopes set to high???  i don't even know it anymore since that day.....everything have been crash just like that.... if were a computer.....i will just shutdown everything n never turn back on again....even when it's on ...it will be another version of OS..... 

somehow....i still misses the person i like the most...i miss him till i cry out to my bestie...i break down easily when i can't take it in my heart...it's not a gud feeling that i shud have...it's makes me emo n unhappy at all.....  actually there's nothing worth that shud be keep me waiting....maybe it's my hopes that have makes me wait for him.... but....this time i think i need to wake up le....i need to stop giving hopes in myself....maybe i shud run myself like OS.....give command n do it....n not auto set it n run...because when problem detected i can't fix it.....

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