lastest birthday wish list~~!!!

due to request of ms.celine... i just need to make one...hahaha....well.....actually i dun feel like getting anything....i'm kinda blank in my mind....

so....here it goes....

1. i wanna hug something furry n cute...

2. Samsung W

3. new cardigan n that vincci flats....

4. that induction cooker....

5. a very very big space pendrive....

6. t-shirts...

7. make up set/ brushes

8. dream more perfume....

9. a vacation to be stress free...

10. a new bag for my campus/ purse.....

11. things that i can use....something i need....but i still haven't get it....

12. some accessories....necklace or earing...

13.i dun mind if u give me something else other than these.....

14. ppl that love me as i am???hahaha

alll by myselft~!!!

since dad is not here anymore.....is now up to the children to settle the things....it's been kinda stress for me.....painting gates......trying to make everyone happy and content in their mind...n sometimes i need to suffer listening to my neighbor nagging about the past...it's upsetting when the living is gone....n try not to think of him is definitely hard....

n things need to take charge....cleaning the house was hard.....a thick layer of dust was in some areas..especially..my dad room......got lots of unwanted things.....it's time to pack away all his clothes n those others things....

then need to settle up the dressing room.....too much clothes....most are from vincent.. my only big bro...sometimes i wonder....why i don't have that much clothes???....arh.....dusty also.....throwing away those can't be used...n those which still looks good gonna go to the charity house......

then.....wht else???hmm......oh yea...the car porch.....need to do some washing n cleaning as well....

lastly is the whole are of the kitchen and dining room........arh.....mostly the whole house need to be settle by own.....=.=''llllllllll

haihz........i wonder if i could hire a maid n do stuff for me........hahaha

here comes 2012~~!!!!

spend my 1st day my 2012 by going kaikan...then fall asleep during whole day....n go out yamcha with teng.....
another year have come....n in about 22 days ...i will be celebrating my 22nd birthday n also CNY...it's kinda sad when u think of the things that have happen in more than 3 weeks ago...my dad pass away...n celebration is not the same without him ald....things now have change....i can depend on him anymore....we have to do things ourself.....my tears drop when i think of him...it's still kinda hard for me to let go of him...i still need time to recover...i'm not ready for this...acting tough all the ain't easy...i just hide it..n normally will cry when i'm alone.......TT.TT.....
anyways i was hoping this year would be different...hoping it's a new year...a new start ....a new beginning...a new journey...a new hope n new vision.....n also leave all those bad habit behind.......
n wht's my new year resolutions....??? be happy n let got of the bad things that have happen in the past n restart my life.....i will do my best for move on.....n achieve well in my academic...try not to disappointing my family....n lastly ....found someone that truly hearts me.......