Tuesday, June 21, 2011

sucker all about himself...

the sucker i'm gonna talk about....is the sucker i know last time....hmm...wht shud i describe him......talks alots......obsessed with himself...think he is always rite....act like an angel when he is not barely even close....n talk bad about ppl behind them....wht a friend...i really prefer not to have any contact with him...not even a single hi if i could....but then...why should i really care wht this person up to....he don't respect me as a friend in the past....he talks bad about me....as i'm in love in him....lol...hello...don't day dream lar.....ppl treat u good abit...u say ppl like u....n tell other ppl ...there is a bitch in ur life......so dreamy ar??? u think u have a good quality posses about urself?? the ANS would be 10000000000000000000000000times of NO!!!!!!...suck that mr.teh....
yup...that's rite....suck that up....no ppl would like to care shit about u anymore.....o0o.....if ur dad still alive...he would be very dissapointed in u son~!!!!.. U r like son of a bitch......oh....don't screw ur mama....screw urself for being that mean to ur friend.....
anyhow....why am i so piss with this fellor is totally over...but somehow...as a friend....i wouldn't be that care about the past......u hurt my feelings as a friend once....never gonna happen again.....or maybe i shud let u feel wht u did to others last time huh.....

oh well....really not gonna talk about him till he send me a msg in fb....hey....how r u...
n of course being a polite n generous person...u would reply him...n wht u know the next minute...he will call u up...n fake the whole process....asking how about u...then would be likely asking the person that he wants to know lar.....he don't even barely care that much de lar...all those thing he's talking about was such a lie in my eyes.....telling how he wanna help ppl lar....says that he is like a victim in love lar.....as if he have done nothing wrong to others like that...n still pretend that he is still rite huh....LOL....wht a big joke for me...
during the phone call...i can't barely stand to sai him 99.....most of the time...is he talk....n talk..n talk n keep talking....hello....i don't owe the world to u...n u don't have to tell me all ur crappy stuff lar wei.....u know i know lar....even if u don't know ...u can check up my blog n suck that up mr.teh......
ur are so annoy ...n don't have a value in life...n u don't stand as a friend in my heart....i never hope u would call n meet me up...cause u know lar...that i'm a bitch that appear in ur life....n would just wanna talk bad about.....i ain't gonna let that happen.....
but y am i being so mean huh?? i don't use to be like that.....
oh...i remember....i always hurt by someone i care...n in the end....i become like this...thanks for turning me as a mean person.......
LOL....sorry for the little tiny meany person that appear in ur life mr.teh...now suck that up...n go to rehab.....wish u all the best....

Saturday, June 18, 2011

getting fit~~!!!

it's been 3 weeks since my Year1 Sem2 start.....n i have been cycling to school most of the time...besides that....also been practicing my dance...n also join wushu club......when i'm back in seremban..many friends says that i have been fit.....muscle starting to build up a little...OMG......hahaha...anyways...that's just part of losing weight n gaining muscle...hope i can continue wht i have plan about...: lose weight!!!!

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

muscle pain.....

it's finally over.....hahaha...the dance practice for few days n hours consecutively have finally over we have finally performed it.......now can finally focus on my assignment n probably shud be start doing it.....n very happy also....cause this weekand get to go back to seremban to spend my time...wahahah......hmm.....anyways...i still doubt whether my choices are right or not...cause i enter wushu club......which i found out that the kicking ur leg up high was kinda hard for me...or maybe because it's been a long time since my karate....hahaha....but still....i love to sweat....sweat is gud for my health n also because i wanna stay fit.....n look slim so that i can wear clothes that i wan.....hmm...i will take it slowly......cause i wan to lose weight in a gud way...not a fast way.....cause it will never works.....in the end...i really end up having muscle pain lately...argh....pain here n there.....=.=''llll

somehow...there's still something in mind....thinking that....when am i going to meet up my prince charming???.....i really feel like wanting someone to take care of me sometimes....n don't care too much about body figure lar.....someone i can tolerate n communicate with....someone i can hug n cuddle.....someone affectionate.....i really envy ppl can get...but y not me??? perhaps it's isnt time...or perhaps my condition is that bad n don't deserve love by anyone.... or maybe i set my expectations too high???....in the end of the day...i will still say ...haihz.....all those experience about love that i can tell but it's not me .......it's kinda shameful...n of course it's kinda awkward when ppl ask wht relationship are u in....over n over again......it's kinda boring to live this kinda life sometimes.....still...i need my freedom to do wht i wanted...n someone to collab with me.....hahah......hard to find that person that can do that.....but still...hopefully i can meet someone like that.....