it's finally over.....hahaha...the dance practice for few days n hours consecutively have finally over we have finally performed it.......now can finally focus on my assignment n probably shud be start doing it.....n very happy also....cause this weekand get to go back to seremban to spend my time...wahahah......hmm.....anyways...i still doubt whether my choices are right or not...cause i enter wushu club......which i found out that the kicking ur leg up high was kinda hard for me...or maybe because it's been a long time since my karate....hahaha....but still....i love to sweat....sweat is gud for my health n also because i wanna stay fit.....n look slim so that i can wear clothes that i wan.....hmm...i will take it slowly......cause i wan to lose weight in a gud way...not a fast way.....cause it will never works.....in the end...i really end up having muscle pain lately...argh....pain here n there.....=.=''llll
somehow...there's still something in mind....thinking that....when am i going to meet up my prince charming???.....i really feel like wanting someone to take care of me sometimes....n don't care too much about body figure lar.....someone i can tolerate n communicate with....someone i can hug n cuddle.....someone affectionate.....i really envy ppl can get...but y not me??? perhaps it's isnt time...or perhaps my condition is that bad n don't deserve love by anyone.... or maybe i set my expectations too high???....in the end of the day...i will still say ...haihz.....all those experience about love that i can tell but it's not me .......it's kinda shameful...n of course it's kinda awkward when ppl ask wht relationship are u in....over n over again......it's kinda boring to live this kinda life sometimes.....still...i need my freedom to do wht i wanted...n someone to collab with me.....hahah......hard to find that person that can do that.....but still...hopefully i can meet someone like that.....
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