argh....

flashing back to yesterday incident....i was really angry n upset...making myself crying all nite cause feeling guilty...but u can't put all the blame on me thou......i was emo cause dateline for the assignment are this week...how am i not be worried....2 of the members seems to be selfish sometimes......argh..i just can't take it.....talking about this english for bussiness assignment.....i don't think the members really put much effor in it...instead...they can write the crap out n pass it to me.......ok...some points written are acceptable....but.....some sentence didn't make any sense at all.....the funniest thing is....they can use the version of english-transfer from chinese.....make me sitting at the laptop all nite doing the mistakes a...while they group n re-do it again........argh........mou yan.......isit a group leader responsibility to do it all??? well...hell no lar....this is not a primary or secondary time u know....this is uni level.....leader as person is just to help ...to edit n so on.......i'm not a teacher u know.....they can just sudd ask me about the assignment....n do you think i can ans these question...hell no lar.....everything also needs to refer to the leader.......everything also leader need to take care....wht o.......kanasai de lar.....roundly i got another 3 assignment which i also the leader...wht the heck???? under wht reason???? oh well..the reason is simple...my english is good enough.....WTF.........there's no such thing because my english is gud enough therefore everything also need to refer to me....it's not fair.......F**king not fair......are they idiots or wht......???? since this week need to pass up thei assignment...everyone seems to finish their marketing assignment...accept for one guy which is new to the group...he has been assign to write something ..even i'm hard to do it......but u know wht...the group member don't even have intentions to help him...WTF is this kind of ppl....after telling the others.....sudd got 2 ppl say...aiya...if he can't do then kick him out of the group lar....brainless ppl only can say this....it's ald gonna dateline by this friday...u wan ppl solo n not telling him to do earlier????F**king heartless........even that guy go complain to me...that he not feeling cooperative with the others......the others are giving such lanci ..(i dun wan to help u...u sendiri gao tim...if can't we will kick u out de fa)...wht the heck is all this about huh...u r in a university....everything also need cooperate u know...u just can't abandon the problem like this....it's so wrong....... apologizing to the dude last nite.....he also says that....he never met this kind of ppl in UTAR b4....oh well.....it's all about the leader fault rite......but i din't say give up on the guy n definitely never think to kick him out.....it's just not a right action for a gud leader to do it....sigh...next sem....i think i gonna pick another time with them...i dunwan to stick to this sick gang....especially got 2 girls which ald leave a bad impression to me...y??? because during library that day.....we wait for them to pack up all...going for the next lecture class...n the next thing u will find out that...u r left far behind....they ald walk infront of u...fast enough....n they dun have the intention to look back n slow down a sec.....this is just some kinda shit.....wht a selfish person.........i hate........
fuh...feeling much relieve after expressing all out...