my 1st year of uni life gonna ends~!!!

time flies so fast.....n sometimes i couldn't believe wht actually i have been gone through all these 21 years....phew~.......nothing was smooth in life...but challenges are faced as to make as wiser and stronger.......i miss everything being a kid....but life goes on...till now.... i'm in university life~!! some ppl say it would be the greatest thing...but it could be an opposite point for you too....everything depends on how u think on it~....i have learn quite alot in this last sem of my 1st year.....i meet a gud person, a friend which i have been waiting all these while, a person that really meet my criteria for whom i will respect n like this kind of behavior....well...i can't say not everyone is perfect...not even me....i have bad traits too....i have communicate wif diff kind of ppl, diff levels.....n i can just switch to diff character just like that with those ppl...n sometimes i'm kinda lost n i need someone pull me back down the earth...n say...hey....don't be other ppl.....hahaha...but that never happen....
anyways...my friend.....i truly appreciate you...n i even felt very happy to meet someone that actually cared for others.....as the wise one say..."treat other the way you want to be treated"... it's true.....i have been putting much effort to treat ppl gud but i never get ways i wanted to be treated...n finally i really met someone which kinda impressive ...... plus....isit too much to be true when u found out such person still care for the community??? well he really did volunteer in education those kids....realy big claps for you..... at this point i realize that, in my Buddhism teaching...besides than being yourself, it's very important for you to contribute as well.....some ppl can contribute after they earn wht they want...but why not do wht you can to change the world perception....i really self reflect about myself.....wht have i really did all this while??? some say...i'm doing great... making donation for the poor wants, caring n lending the ears to the sad ones, helping others who need help...n hey...think of it....when u ask me help u guys out.... do i really reject much??? some ppl never expect that ppl can help u much...but i will always do my best....n not forgetting that actually i need to start take care of SOKA members.....laziness fill in everyone heart....sometimes u need to take a break...but too much break will just delay ur things.....

soon.....my 1st year of uni life gonna end...n of course anticipating for another year....n wondering wht i will be going thru next...n kinda sad for saying gudbye for some ppl u meet....i can't imagine without u by myside....u don't motivate me...but looking at you...just makes me self motivated ...try not to give up...n even i felt tired n complain ...u haven't say nag to me how's ur things going...n u stay so strong.... which i think u really one of the kind or shud i say ' you're the apple of my eyes'...thanks for bringing me back down to earth n realize things.....although u don't know or felt that u actually have such great powers...but deeply in my heart...U R~~!!!!!

and also not forgetting ppl who have been myside too....they have contribute too......thanks everyone .....thanks for being my friend n have the opportunity to meet you...it's great.....n stay positive, n dun worry too much.... everything can be settle...it can be a matter of time...n if u guys think ....my life SUCks....can't tahan......just come n tell me....i'm more than willing to help.....let me be a part of your life...n together we conquer it.....n pls don't forget....contribute back in life~~!!! i'm not saying karma...i'm saying the responsible of being a human being which is beside living in your own life....care about the natures n also diff community.....no discrimination of anything~~!!!!!...... all are just equal......we are just diff color, culture, n places....but somehow...we are still living in this planet, this galaxy.....