Thursday, November 17, 2011

pls don't lie n break the promise u make...

to all the guys out there......i mean alll.......no exception whether u r straight or not.........i damn hate u guys......u have give me happiness yet u make me suffer most of the time.....i hate u guys.........why u all wan to treat me like this....?? i'm kinda fed up ald....

n before that....dun ever lie to ur kid...he/she will remember it..n hate u for the rest of their lives........this is a true story based which have happen on me.....

i still remember that day...i was only a kid...still in primary i think...around 7-8 years old......my father promise me to bring me go out with him.....but he lied.......he lied....he lied.........he broke his promise....it was the day i know mens will always lie.......n never kept their promise.....my beloved father who say he love me......but he lied...... i remember this incident till today.....all those blurred out memories have now come back and haunt me.....that day he lied...it was the day i cry n angry with a man with such promises.....i'm angry..piss......n of course....it canot be acceptable at all....i wondering myselft at that age.....why he did that??? does he have a reason for doing that??? the ans would be NO......mens are at its nature...they will simply say things to make u happy but actually it will hurts u the most if u really believe it....pls lar....i'm damn tired hearing promises from ppl.....

at the age of 21 now......i'm still single......some say just wait for the right one.....but will i really ever met one in life...hmmm..........i don't think so....99.9% of mens in this world do lied....or broke their promises....some promises can be broken but not all....something meant to be done...n must be done now.....not some small issue but a big matter.......a matter that involve the development of life.....how could i survive in university if u keep breaking promises to me...i'm 21...not 3 ...u can't just say something that u think u could do...but u didn't do it...it's so not fair....
i hate how u would actually give some lame excuses...n u still keep lying to me till ur the age of 53 now......how could u really??? u r the one who suppose to protect me ...n teach me how things really work..but u show me the cruelty in this world......n as the result of these lies n broken promises...i have grew a stronger n stronger defense in myself......never trust ppl actually they can kept their promise.....n of course losing faith n hope in others ald.......

as now....promises are jokes...they can't be rely on ald....not practical at all......n same goes to the principal in life.....as times goes...i find myself are bcoming reliable to others.....i will only make promises that can be done....if i can't, i will really apologize n inform earlier.....but would never break it......wht is the meaning behind promises????

n who could really kept their promises to me???? who can i really trust n rely???? who can really understand this feelings that have been burried deep inside my heart????? i'm kinda destroy because of you dad....thanks alot.....thanks for showing me the real world in my young age.....

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