A year & now

okay...this blog is definitely dedicated to my dearest friends n family........1st of all tq so much for being my side...supporting me...encouraging me....it's really been  a hard time to go thru stuff since my dad pass away....looking back of wht i have deal with...all these challenges were actually not so bad lar....i survive at it...so...YAY~!!!! n thru this process...i really learn how to be better & learn to grow up a little more.... when challenges come....it tends to think it as an opportunity to grow and develop into a better person....so....think more positive thoughts of course...

n on the 11/12/2012/ ....it's been a year since dad left....kinda miss him all the jokes n everything...he's a good dad i admit....although things happen & last time used to hate him for his bad character ...but nah....that's gonna pass.....he's really a good one if we dun look at the negative side of him....& on the same day of this year..... it's was the 1st day of my finals starts......i was excited for it...n was happy....seriously...no tears ok...~ bt all i felt was.....i will make u proud papa....n will continue with this spirit.....

so...that's its....much gratitude to those who have really being my true friends.........tqvm guys n gurls! i luv you.....

Our Taiping half day trip

hmm....it was always bored in Kampar & there's not much that we can do in here....n so i need a quick getaway ....as adventurous as i can be.... i wanna visit some interesting place...so...i choose to follow my friend back to his hometown to have a look... For additional places to visit you can refer to my 2nd part :Things to see in Taiping

Location: Taiping town
day: 30/11/2012

depart: 7am frm Kampar 

reach: 9.30 am in Taiping area.

so we started off our journey from Kampar where we follow our friend going back to his hometown for the weeks before the final exams.... n thanks for being our tour guide & driving us around for the half day... :)

our journey started when we reach Taiping was to have breakfast...n so my friend bring us to the old town where some food stalls are located. It was nearby to HuaLian sch if i was mistaken and also nearby to the Taiping lake as well...n as usual in Perak area,Taiping accepts coupons for the car parking too...so we park there for 30 min to hunt for good food....Then i notice there's a food stall there selling mee basah which kinda looks nice n we ordered. hmm...as expected...it really taste good ~!!!... then the guys doesn't fill full for it...so we ordered another plate of Chu Cheong Fun...n the taste was acceptable...cause it's something alike with the Penang flavour & the lady boss put the fried onions as the topping ..taste sweet n savory i guess...haha...nt bad afterall...n compare to Kampar style ...i like Taiping style better...,n in Kampar Chu Cheong Fun is either put curry sauce or some soy sauce at it....for me...Seremban was still the best thou... anways...while driving around the town area my friend told us that in Taiping there are many things tht were 1st build here, like the clock tower & train railway, roundabout at the hills....n in Taiping...all the buildings only can build up to 5 story tall...not more than that cause they dunwan to destroy the scenery...n why isit call Taiping?? well my version of the story is...u can refer to the Malaysian Histroy textbook..hahaha... it's state that there are 2 gangs of chinese tribe fighting that time...n so...when they stop the fighting thingy...calming things n sorting things out was it was declared to ppl that we need to be 'tai ping' (Peaceful)..so i guess this is how they get the name...

Mee basah

Taiping Chu Cheong Fun

  After filling up our stomach, the 1st place we went is the Taiping Zoo.... whee.... it's been a long time since i saw some live animals...haha...i must admit that...when you're little ur parents sure bring u to places like this...but for me...i don't remember a thing of wht i have seen being a little kid... for it's entrance fees it charges for Rm12 per adult but we manage to get a 30% off cause of my friend were a Taiping Citizens...Yay~~ RM 8 per adult only... in the Zoo...there were many different kinds of animals.. n to complete the route there are 2 options for us to choose for...either u choose to sit the cart drive by the guide or if u choose to walk ...be prepared for a journey of 2 1/2 hours walking to complete the tour n taking some photos of course...at 1st, i thought zoo wun be taking such a long time but den...i was wrong...hahaha ><

our Taiping Zoo ticket

me & zach( our tour guide) thanks.. XD

danny & Soo Jek

haha...i was trying to camwhore...but there are ppl walking behind me......

haha...look..croc behind me...

the guys are eventually too attracted lookin at the beaver..

finally the guys are tired after walking for 1 hours more....i keep strolling in the zoo..

just when i thought it was end.....no...it wasn't...><

after our Zoo trip ended, my friend suggested we have a look at the Museum, but too bad...it's Friday n it's not open...oh well..i think that usually museum don't really open on fridays cause the malays have their Friday prayers?? i remember the last time i went Penang, the museum was closed on friday too...haha...coincidence?? so..next stop was the Taiping Lake of course...just went there to have a glance...really never had a chance to complete walking the lake cause there are nothing much but the scenery.... n not to mention...it's a good place for photography...i really did love the tree thou...haha..

Taiping lake...just a part of it only...

the trees along the road beside the lake...nice eh??

The next stop would be lunch of course....n this time i really have no ideas wht's this place called  but there are many food stalls here...n there are a few supermarket 'The Store' was nearby... n out of the food here...there's one special store tht sells fish ball fried koay teow.... was kinda nice n different too...n at the end of the food store...there's bunch of ice stalls that sells variety of fruit flavor+ ice shaving.... ahh.....just wht i needed to chill in the hot day of adventure...

fishball fried koay teow..

By the time we finish out lunch it's ald about 2pm...n we need to leave by 4pm.. after buying the bus ticket at  Kamunting station we went strolling at Taiping Sentral mall& Tesco for 1 hour more due to the time constraint that we had....so...that's how we ended our half day Taiping trip...n yeap...for u guys might be wondering how we go back kampar....we sit the bus from Kamunting to Ipoh medan kidd bus station..n from there take Kampar bus back .....

i had a good time with my friends n of course tired out cause of the journey....but still enjoyable lorh.... XD

It's still hard to let go~

today ...it's the 8th month since my dad past away....i miss him deeply...my tears automatically fall down when i think of him.....i just can't control it...i know u guys keep tell me....be strong n so on...but....i just hate the feeling...it's hard to control n hard to accept tht the loss in my life is hard to cure at the moment....
but remembering someone u love n respect is a gud thing rite??? should i choose to forget??? my ans would be... i dun want too.....

then come to think about it...argh...why 11th always fall on saturday most of the time for this year??? i feel suffocated dealing this day every month.....the day he left was 11th....but the time i always contact with him was on every saturday....at this point...i really miss his voice ...telling me to study hard....dun over stress... n also all those lame jokes that we used to talk about.... haihz..... i know...i can't do it with him anymore...

some say...when times pass it will get better n better....for me....it's still kinda ok....things do get better....but it doesn't mean i don't miss my dad..... i dun dare to mention much in front of my family cause i scared it will make them feel sad about it...i scared they will break down when they remember it....

mum always tell me....when things left in the past...just let it go that way....dun always think about it....but....for me...it was a great memory....even if i cry....i don't think it's wrong.....it's just a emotion of missing him badly....after a gud cry....i still live my life in a gud way...

anyways...felt better after crying and blogging about this.... don't worry guys...i'm ok....i just miss him~...

When boys meet girls~

When talking about this topic....pls do not feel offended with the content ....it's just my personal view point....things that i have observed....

when a boy meet a girl...the girl that he likes....he will really put much effort in it....but how bout things after he succeed??? most of the times...guys will not be as caring as the last time he would(when he was chasing you)...u gotta admit that...it was the most enjoyed...n the sessions love by girls....but...when times pass by in this relationship....things could change and the commitment in the relationship can be getting lesser and lesser.... n my the questions that play in my mind is...wht is LOVE??? any definition for it?? any rules that need to be follow??? how long can it last????

in my opinion...loving a person can last for a lifetime.....but why could ppl stop loving each others???
the answer would be....when they can't understand each other....n misunderstood keep appearing in the scene of life...

a boy will always says.....why are girls so complicated.....but,

a girl will always think....why doesn't my guy care anymore?? why he is totally diff from the person i 1st meet??

as true it is...guys doesn't realize that....they did care...n put much effort in it for the beginning.....but they stop doing it....or lazy to continue such affection for the long term...
but girls in the other way....love to be loved n pay attention all the times...they just wan their lover give them....all their time.....haha...but too bad....u can have it all~!!!

when boys n girls can't meet up to the standard procedures....things started to change a little worst....

girls intend to cry every month just for him...

but guys never give a shit~... still continue wht he was doing all the time...

dear guys....do u know that....that girl u chase...that girl holding ur hand...is the girl waiting for u most of the time.....that girl is the girl which is willing to sacrifice even more than she ever did for her family....she do it just for u.....

why girls do that???  they just hope that ....u will treat her better....treat her like the way u used to treat her in the beginning....n be better than that.....

eventually girls wishes are just simple...they just hope...u care every details she give.....give her respond n reaction about it....

n to dear girls.....do you know that....guys do love you...but they are just busy...n.....they like to give excuses....or maybe u think he was lying about things...or hiding some secret...n for sure...u can't have him for 24/7 everyday....duh....therefore....dun spend so much times focusing on him...have your own personal life....dun let ur guy take over ur life...waiting for someone to respond is just gonna be heartache in the end...
n pls pls pls pls.....do know that...guys have lower EQ than girls...most of the hints u give him...he can't get it...so...just tell him directly lar....haha.....that way....things wouldn't be complex rite....hahaha

every couple....sure have arguments on something...so...dun worry....as long as u love each other...things will work out no matter how hard the situation will be.... just give some times out... lots of patience...and understanding about each other.... 

P.s: girls...u might cry n sobbing about how ur guys mistreated you...but....seriously...he never think he mistreated you..... it's just the high hopes that u put on them are still doesn't know by them yet....most of the boys doesn't get wht girls wants~!!!!!

it's august~

scary and worry when time flies this quick this time.....it's august 2012....it's been the 2nd sem of my 2nd year.....OMG...damn fast...n soon it's gonna be my exam....haihz.......worry for this sem subj as it's quite tough.....n hardly to bear with it...anways...life still goes on n the level of maturity have increase more since he left.....

my dad....have left me for almost 9 months....those funny and precious will still be in my mind.....although miss him sometimes...i just intend to cry it out to feel better....nothing's feel better than a good cry for it.....i miss him much.....

back to reality nw...i wonder why the university student are getting worst in behavior......some of them are pissing me off for incomplete assignment...argue n tell them also no use.....still will be acting the same way......i swear will not use them for any work again....really feel angry when there's is due date...n everyone is waiting for their work....haihz......why uni students are getting so lazy??? really fed up with this kind of attitude...... 

other than that....hehehe...happy for my beloved baby boy who's  going to finish study soon....dun have to suffer study like me d....need to go to work n earn money to support his family lu....hahaha...n pls dun forget ur baby girl here a.....treat me eat n bring me go gai gai....wakakaka.....

Pre early happy fathers DAy to PAPA~

This year...many events can't be celebrate anymore without him...those special days like fathers day, father birthday, dumpling day, moon cake festival , and much more are not gonna be de same anymore....indeed...everyone in the family misses him very much....looking back at the photos...i really miss him alot...n how i wish he was still here...n i wish i could call him n talk to him...but it's was all never gonna happen again... the fact and truth is..he's is gone for good...he will not be longer appear in the life of the living ...but still we sometimes i never think that he's is gone...he is still right in the corner of my heart.....PAPA.. I Love You~!!!!!!

Although i can't celebrate it...but i still wanna wish him that ....Dad, happy fathers day o.....me n gor gor might not be able to celebrate with u this year and the following ....but we will still wish u de...just in our heart.......

What are your actions???

today i went to visit a friend of mine which have been suffering from cancer since the past 2 months...it's quite a while since i saw him....i still remember his cute chubby face...n always smile smile....n i even remember him walking like a boss in class... but...today was a shocking moment which i didn't expect...i never thought he would be in this kind of condition.although i have prepared mentally n physically...but still...it tear my heart apart when i saw my friend need to go thru this difficult moment in life...it's very upsetting to everyone who visit him....nothing much can be chatter about....all we do was stand there n look at him....feeling we are helpless at that point....

and when the parents let us know that this is just the 1st chemo that he had....he have even bcome more swollen n bloated than before...his eyes are closed...he can't open it to see it....he can only hear the voice of his surroundings. and still he have to go thru this chemo for another 5-6 sessions before he could be operated...and after the operation he still have to go thru for therapy..... how would u feel about it?? even at this point, he need to go thru so much for it...all those pain he have to take it...physically and mentally... i ask myself....can i even go thru it??? can i really be strong for it??? i doubt myself wht actions would be if i were in his shoes....

my dear friends who went......pls don't forget...everyone  need to go thru diff kinds of things in life....n life is definitely not easy to walk it....but remember.....when we still have our families...be grateful for it.....when u have friends...remember to appreciate them n always concern about them....it's not about the gap whether u know that person much anot...but it's about wht would u do for ppl's in this world...although there are many not worthy ppl that u wouldn't wanna help...but do bear in mind....dun put benefits in the 1st place.....but think it as as responsibility to take care of all human races....n dun forget....all human are the same level....dun compare status, color and attitude of each others...

to my friend which gonna fight for his destiny....continue for it...stay strong...stay tough... i can't do anything but to encourage you with words....i will pray for u hoping that u will have the strength to go thru all these....i know it's not easy for u n ur families....but don't give up~!!!