Renewing Malaysian driving license

Hello boys and girls, it's been awhile since i have updated my blog. So today gonna give out some info regarding the renewal of driving license which apply in Malaysia only.

Previously when my license expire i got it done at pos office but this time when i saw others it had changes from those laminated to the solid card type, it just wanna get it cause ...duh.... it's more durable and nicer looking than the laminated ones.Since mine were about to expire in about few weeks later, i just decided to renew it earlier.

So before going to the JPJ nearby, make sure you bring along a passport size photo or if you have the latest IC( identity card with the ur face hologram) they will use that current picture in your IC. If your IC is not the updates ones then a passport size photo is needed to process. I kinda regret did not bring along cause i need to pay RM10 to the photo kiosk to get my photo done ASAP. For your infor, the photo that you pass to them to process will scanned and then  return to you in the end. They will not keep it....

There are some JPJ counter that have the service of taking your photo to be process in their system, just like those system for updating the Mykad. So, this would be even better, dun have to bring any photos along. 

Sample of new IC. Above is new....Below is the old version

As usual, get ur number and wait your turn, den submit along ur IC, photo, driving license and money to the counter for processing. Fees for one year renewal will be cost about RM30... i got mine for 2 years so...will be RM 60. 

Since i renew mine in JPJ senawang, things were're little different this time. Last time i used to get my license directly done in counter but this times after submitting the things, the officer return me a copy of payment slip together clip with driving license and photo and then ask me submit to another counter for process. After submit, waited for like 10 minutes and they called my name, ask me to  write down my name and IC number on a book and it's done.

The new version of driving license

Being option or priority~

Something that been on my mind these few days...Something i couldn't forget is when you hoping something to be happen, it would not just happen....it always happen with a disappointment... and what not if it's in ur love life~

Finding the right person at the right time is kinda hard, especially your age is growing year by year, lesser friends around you, and wht not is the loneliness that you feel when you have nothing to do. At this moment, you would always think that having a companion would be great to fulfil your free time. How lovey-dovey to be to have someone by your side. Yes, but it takes days to truly understand a person needs and wants in their life, their goals and achievement. Finding the right person is what we wants. Finding a person just because you feel lonely or jealous on other pairs would not makes things right. 

When it comes to male vs female:

Male do actually fell in love quicker, it can even be their love at first sight, starting to court the girl they think they like but eventually lead on the females to think they love. Truth is, when the male found it's not really compatible, it would be a disastrous ending for the both. Some guys would like to stall things for quite some times before ending it or either way for the girls to do so. However some guys fell for the personality and quality that a girl really posses in her~ Now, that's the charm that a guy know wht he's been looking for in a girl.

For a girls, they tend to spend a little bit more time to fell in love with the other. Wht they need is the time to understand the person that they really want to spend their rest of their future with. For every single girl, she will have some criteria or characteristic that they hoping someone might fulfil it. However, it is not necessarily to accept someone if they don't possess the criteria listed. It could be some attraction such as  sense of humour, sense of style, and the most important is their 1st impression on someone they saw~ 

Anyhow, these were just an opinion from me, it could not be representing the whole wide population thou. Everyone is different in this world..

I can't really give you a good advice or guidance when myself here were not even a love expert. The simple plain me wasn't any people options or priority in life. Maybe i'm too though or maybe i'm not. Some may think i'm hard to understand or was afraid of me based on my size and rough side thinking and playing like a boy sometimes. well....that's the fact that i'm playful, but i won't bite...i love crying when things get out of control but i feel better after crying and hey.... i get compliment of having a cute face when i cry...... so i shud be thankful for it??? LOL...... just joking ppl..... don't take things too seriously.....  

What i really think of love should be is to wait for the right person..... There are always peoples that we meet that we might think he or she could be our right and only one. What i could tell you that, good things need to be waited, so slow down your phase get to know each other better before proceeding to the next stage in your love life..... It all started as friends,  not as you boyfriend or girlfriend. It's just not good to rush thing especially to fell in love.

P.s: Right in deep corner of your heart, you can differentiate to yourself isit love or isit just lust???
Ask yourself the meaning of love?~ Do you really know the other person well?  Do you want tht person to be part of your future? Are both of you really compatible for the rest of you life???

beside asking all these questions, you need to understand that being together at the moment will not be the same after getting married....so the questions is are you ready to face things which is not likely to be happen at ur dating life???

Things to see in Taiping~

Hey guys~

This is my 2nd time in Taiping around or u can say part 2 of Taiping...to see part 1 you may go to this link: Our Taiping half day trip to check it out...anyways  this time i went somewhere else..

departing from Kampar again (driving all the entire trip) at 10 something in the morning...and reach Taiping around 11 something. So...before entering into the town we have a stop at the Bukit Gantang R&R where there are plenty of fruits you can found here...n those mangoes are definitely huge....i bought one back on the way back to Kampar .....

Comparing my Samsung S2 with it....(FYI:I open it 4 days after bought it cause it seems unripe but end up it's still sour and not sweet...)

So our Taiping trips begin in the car where my friend just drove around Taiping and show us the place around the Taiping lake.. After tht we had lunch at the pasar where there are many plenty of fried fish ball noodles that are most famous here....you can't get in other places...and if you are craving for shave ice...you can walk to the end of the side there to have it....

After lunch we visit the museum...which you have to pay a very affordable entrance fees for it...since we were adult(Malaysian).. each of us only pay Rm2 for it~ you can refer to the fees chart in the counter....

Museum entrance ticket

It's not quite bad since you get to enjoy air-cond and look at antique, preserve animals and bones, Malaysian Culture, history and some old cars....

Yeah...and we didn't get to go outdoors as much as it is raining that time...and i dunno whether it's true or not that in Taiping it's always raining????

Some of the preserve animals looks so real...

Looks like aquarium...but it's not....just some display

After the museum.... we went to have some cendol and continue to the  Matang Mangrove Forest Reserve.....& in Malaysia there's very little place where u can really see the nature of it....so...for me..it's like a rare opportunity... i saw on TV before, but it's my 1st time experiencing it~ The place if far more distance from the town area which located in Kuala Sepetang there..You could really enjoy the beautiful scenery without any charges from it.... One thing for sure...don't stay here for too long cause there are plenty of mosquito out there sucking your blood.... and they do provides lodges for a nite stay but i think it's more suitable for the junior in school to have camp here....

F.Y.I: when reach this area....u can drive all the way to till the end here to view the river

That's for update in Taiping

Get inspired....

Months ago...i got so depressed that i even forgotten how to be the happy girl i used to be.......
But then i realized that..... I can't keep blaming on those ppl who makes me feel bad in my life....I start looking for inspiration here n there  & i finally found it Youtube....yeah..... there are many videos that we can definitely watch....n when i go thru the what to watch list....there's like a reality Tv show called the extreme makeover... which ppl are given hope n all sort of things...... I'm really thankful n fortunate to be living in such a content life if compare to those ppl......So...there's goes my inspiration...in making my life to be better....

Next.....my fav quote..... "A year from now....you wish you have started today"..... There can be many things that one human can be achieve for a year..... point is.... do you wan it....?? do you think it's crazy to achieve but isit??? those things got me thinking that.....i shud set a year goal to see wht i will be going thru this year too... it's seems easy to say than to do....but i will try my best to achieve it~

Oh ya...shout out to some dear friends that i meet in this semester....really happy to get to know you guys...n thanks for spoiling me like princess.... :P

ability to be happy???

since a few months ago ...... i think i have lost track wht my life should be....wht my goals were..... i have never been so miserable in this state that i totally lost the happiness that i had before....i'm unable to have a sincerely happy smile in photos....even with the smile in it...one of my  friends notice...why are you faking a smile ...why no mood????

i really dunno how to explain to him....n so it keep it in my heart and bury it deep down...... maybe it's all those disappointment that i always get..... maybe all those high hopes that i have kept are not meant to be happen in my life...... n so ...i lost faith and hopes that may happen.... maybe i'm feeling that growing old...n i feel no longer youthful as before
Seriously...i don't even know wht's wrong with me and have no idea how to gain back all those happy feelings that i have once own before..... those feelings are just completely vanish and the ability to smile like the girl i used to be is completely disappear~

Perhaps i need time to find it back????

My 1st cup of Speciality Coffee from a single Origin

Hi peeps, recently dieting had been hard for me and i have so much craving going on my brain~.... and so....ppl have been giving me advise tht coffee can help you curb these feelings and all....and while i was Fb-ing...i saw this page Esperimento caffè 咖啡实验坊...well according to their page they are mostly open on Monday and Tuesday....so i decided to go stroll around in Harvard area ....

It's not like a normal coffee shop, but it's much more like handcraft coffee shop...where most of the things are freshly make and prep.... they don't have fancy table, but they have some equipment and passion to brew their coffee...and some coffee beans are hardly found in Malaysia...and need to be bid for a much more higher price.... At here you can't expect the coffee to be serve immediately nor recommended for you can add sugar or milk to it... It's purely a Speciality coffee... if you watch the recent TVB drama Coffee Cat mama ...the so call 精品咖啡 is now can be found in Kampar at the most reasonable price...

Well, in malaysia to drink a glass of speciality coffee isn't easy at all, as not much shop are doing it and even they have, are you willing to spend money on just a tiny cup of it??

Basically there are many different types of coffee beans and method to brew the coffee, and each method can bring out the special taste that the coffee bean should have....

For me I'm not a coffee addict but no harm trying rite??... and most of the time, i'm prefer to have milk based coffee but there's always a first try for something new~! and my 1st attempt is to try the Kalita Wave method using the Honduras beans... well...for the tasting...i can't tell you because different ppl have diff tongue...so...tasting for me might not be the same for you~...i recommend you to try it out urself....

The one of the kind experience that you can get in Kampar...where else weyh??? seen it in drama...but have you try it for real???? For me, this is my experience in experimenting my 1st cup of speciality coffee.... and there will be more in trying out different types of bean and method..... Try It yourself~

Some of the Apparatus that were used to brew coffee....and each method have their own speciality

My 2014~

Hi guys, 

i'm back to update my 1st blog post in 2014...

Well looking back at the past 2013, there are things happen that i wish it would be happening and so many unhappy thought and moments which making me lost at a point. But 2014 is where i shud be starting afresh.....Leave to unhappy memories behind and get better with myself this year.

Well to cheer my self/ life up, here are some new year resolutions:

1.To study and graduate by end of this year

2.To get fit and healthy in this whole year

3.To spend wisely and do a little saving~

4.To be happy even there are haters

5.Be grateful for what i had

6.To complete things that i need to be done

7.Trying to be as neutral as i can

8.Try to control frustrations that i received from time to time

9.Pray more for everyone 

10.To be a better person and get ready for 2015~

So...Yeah....that's it..my resolution throughout the year~

Dreams and Fears~

Since the day i found the truth....how i hope it wasn't real....
how i hope it wasn't reality.....
the truth is..my dream have been crush again...over and over again....
my little dream about my life...
seems to be fantasy in life????
perhaps it's just me that were willing to accept the truth ??

at a point...i realize how i naive i'm to living in a world full of hopes and dreams.....
there's often ppl out there to crash wht u are wishing for....
and that's is my biggest fears.....
lately....there are so many incidents going on...till i really felt that....
i'm afraid...afraid to think of my future....
all of my goals and dreams were just vanish ....
just a lost soul trap in the body wondering wht shall i do next

everyday....trying to be positive were not as easy as it think....
it's even harder than i can make it....
why this world is so harsh to me????
why should i take all this pain by myself??
who could really understand n stop all these tragedy???

thousands of question in my mind that i'm unable to answer it myself....
i'm so trap in the world called 'reality'
how i wish i could be a happy little kid where i don't have to think all these matter...

my dreams are gone....
fears is wht i have now~

P.s: no matter how unhappy in the state you were now....hang in there and prove to yourself that you will get better in the coming days~...
suicide is not a solution.....only people who are not brave enough choose to end it~

ouch...back pain

it all started about 1-2 weeks ago...where i felt something weird is going on to my backbone.....at 1st i thought would be nothing...but the pain is slowly developing...affecting the side bones of my lungs......hmm....at 1st i thought it was some kind of sickness or growth....bad things were on my mind that time~....but we just can't assume without consulting a doctor mar....n so....went all the way back to seremban just to see doctor..n also to see my family incase anything happen.....n my bro told me to see this chinese tradtional treatment....where his family have a well known reputation in this industry......they are the expert of bones, muscle, n veins.....

n so ...i went for my 1st treatment......for the 1st time....it was a lady who treated me.....she said...my back is weak...she even ask me...wht did i do??? my ans is...i have no idea at all...perhaps cycle or walk...cause that's wht i always do in kampar... she told me it's quite a while for this ..but now u only feel the pain..it's normal....ok...the 1st time urut...was not that bad....but she told me...u gonna feel pain after the treatment.....ok...i can bare with it....n she told me to come back for the 2nd treatment~....

for this duration...i was not allowed to eat.... bean sprout, kankung.....n those things which are classified as 'chill ' food in chinese belief......

2 days after treatment...was getting better.....i thought i would be happily doing my things...but bad news return.....this time...the lady son 'he' said that actually starting half ur backbone till the end...was out of position.....omg....that time....the treatment for  it...was even more pain than before.....but does feel better after that...but hah....the pain did not just stop on tht spot.....even when i sit...or stand or walk...the pain is still there...n it is 5 X painer than before.....but he didn't told me about it...i was expect slightly a little bit of pain...but not this...totally never ready for this kind of pain....it's actually kinda affect my both legs.......it make it feel numbs most of the time...n the whole back was just straining in the pain.....i really hope there is some pain killer i can take~but stil...i can walk lar...just maybe need to bare with the pain..... n besides the food that they mention can't eat...now...add another 2 new items.....chicken and duck~..... =.='''ll seriously.... not much replacement for chicken...unless i could get fish easily or pork....but most of the dishes also have chicken de leh...not much choice of food left in kampar...n i really wanna have my ice cream......need to stop all these craving before i'm totally recover.....

hopefully i can heal within days so tat i can continue my normal routine...n prep things for my final n the big event coming on 8th of september~....

but at this moment...i think the pain is in labor mode ...level 2-3...... @.@...unbelievable~
n also trauma to sit my bicycle again after this incident....

it's always me and me only~

sometimes...i feel like i'm the only person living in this world....sometimes i feel i'm so invisible to others.....i'm only visible when ppl need me~...... all i can say is...... no one really care how i felt...it's always about how they feel....it's hard for ppl to go thru wht u have go thru and understand it in ur shoes.......i'm not forcing ppl to know everything about me...but at least pls dun make me feel that my appearance means nothing in urlife..~...... 

because daddy it's not there anymore to answer my phone call .... no one i could really share my feelings and thoughts out.....i just miss my daddy back in the days where he can sayang me when i'm down~ soon....it's gonna reach another 2nd year of miles stone without him.... although i have try my best to learn to live without him......but i just miss him so much to talk with....sometimes i really wish i could call him and say...." hey tough guy....miss me???" but....it's a fact that he's gone...n i need to learn to love myself more....It's ok if no one in this world love you..but as long as you learn to love yourself....you will enjoy life.....

but right now....i'm just having the harshest moment in life...where ppl might not understand wht i have to go thru just to sleep well in then nights....it may be stress for pre finals....but one thing for sure.... i'm no enjoying the life i'm suppose to be....even if i love myself more..... i'm not just happy the way i am used too...... 

BRUT - Breakfast all day in Kampar~

For guys and girls living in kampar...
you know the feeling of craving for breakfast at times which you are suppose to be having lunch or dinner instead??? Well...my craving exist most of the time....where i just prefer some simple breakfast serves as my brunch....

few days ago i notice some photos post by my friends in fb...a picture of a plate of egg benedict~...you must be kidding rite.....where got such thing in kampar......indeed...There is one shop nearby KTAR called the BRUT....the location  is precisely beside Yue Zhong Lou / Hotel Sutera / Behind Sin Rong Kee that row....

Not sure about their operating hours or days.... but i think i saw the time written there is from 11.30a.m-5.30p.m and 6.30p.m-12.30a.m....Not really sure...if wanna have more detail...just have a visit there n ask...
The environment is absolutely fantastic.....Love love love the environment...the table, the chairs , lighting and the music.... it just suit with the feel of having breakfast at any time of the day....

Food-wise....everything were well made....not much choices or options were available...but i think the amount provided in the menu is sufficient enough for ur craving...as for the price...i think it's reasonable and it's not likely u can find cheaper price serving egg benedict~  Overall i give 9/10.... cause i think some improvements can be add on...

ok, so...for our tryouts...we order one egg benedict, club sandwich, pancakes and egg and ham crepe...plus one espresso and hot chocolate~  wow..... the food it's quite up to my expectation.....not bad weyh..... i would definitely recommend others to go and try out and will back again for their other items in the menu...
Visit their BRUT fb page at : https://www.facebook.com/BrutCafe?fref=ts for more details~...

The environment at the BRUT. 

From the top left: club sandwich, pancakes, egg and ham crepe, egg benedict, espresso  and hot chocolate

*Photo credits given to Celine Ng for capturing and editing*

Malacca's must try~

hey all.. if you are staying or not staying in Malacca and it happens that you visit here....there's one thing maybe you should go try it out if you were in a hot sunny day~...

my recommendation would be Klebang original coconut shake~..and it's only can be found along the cost of Pantai Klebang in Malacca... my friend told me that there were few shops that are selling this too...but they say this is the best of the best lar.....so...our little exploration begins where we follow the road sign to Pantai Klebang or Klebang...and by the time almost reach ...you will saw a Caltex petrol station...and even before reaching or turning into the petrol station ...you will saw a small stall for it at the roadside....which also happens to be selling coconut shake...but it's for take away purpose....
For those who wanna sit in and enjoy...just turn into the route where there's a signboard there....actually....when u saw that small stall...you will notice a road to go in..... address of the place is Klebang 231-1, Batu 3 3/4 , 75250 Melaka.

The sit in stall...

saw the stall on right....it's for ppl who wanna take away....btw...the Caltex Petrol Station is at the right hand side....before reaching the station...saw that yellow sign board??? TURN IN for sit it~ By the way don't be mislead by this photo on which direction to turn is cause I'm about to Leave~

So...basically i not sure how many options you have there...but i think it's either regular or special....cause mine is with a scoop of ice cream and it cost around RM2.50 for a glass... inside have tiny chunks of coconut meat, coconut water, milk (i guess)....and blended ice.

Coconut shake Special

... Not sure about the recipe but i think i does cool down my body especially in a hot weather.....Taste not too sweet...but surely coconut it is~

Beside selling their famous shake....they have others things like some 'kuih-muih' or pastry for it...they got currypuff, mini hotdog bread, fish crackers (a.k.a Keropok) , small packs of nasi lemak and more varieties to be found....

Definitely must go to try it if got chance~

To find out more the details of this store pls visit their FB page~ Thanks
https://www.facebook.com/KlebangCoconutShake

First Impression: The Lilac box #3

Hi beautiful out there~!

This will be my 1st time reviewing a beauty box and recommended by a good friend of mine.... About a month ago I heard her saying Malaysia have a few beauty box too. One of the newest would be The Lilac Box and the price range for it will quite affordable lah...so I decided to try Lilac since it's new ...& I do love the concept which they say 'blind date'.


For box 3, it cost about RM 49.90 (delivery fees included)  will be worth for wht you're paying as you get to try and test a few types of brands and products....The subscription was open on 1st of May and was informed that they will delivered it out on 10th.....i was expecting on 13th or 14th.....but hey....I get it on 11th ald...maybe cause I'm staying in Seremban...so...delivery works faster...hahaha

Their simple box packaging which you can recycle or reuse it for gift wrapping~

 

Greeting card inside where u can scan their QR codes and find out more about their products....


Let's open the box up shall we....

Looking at the content inside...there are totals of 7 items....and 2 items were from the same brand, so...total of 6 brands...n guess wht...all of these are overseas brand~


1st item & 2nd item....these two cute little boxes caught my attention...well...they are cute boxes from BABOR & it's made in Germany ..They have include

1)HSR Lifting extra firming cream: An anti-wrinke and lifting cream which makes ur skin looking smoother and tighter

2)HSR lifting extra firming eye cream: An anti-wrinkle eye cream which delicate the skin around your eye area becoming more elasticity


Not so sure bout the quantity in this small jar...didn't state it out...

  3) From Max Factor : Max Factor Ageless Elixir 2 in 1 Foundation + Serum
(made in Ireland)... they are giving 5 pack in it....oh wait....there are giving 2 different shades ..one in Light Ivory 40 and Natural 50 (1 ml for each shades)...which means I get total of 10......wow~

4) From PAYOT made in France which they have include 2 packs...which are

Payot Pate Grise : Accelerates the maturation of minor spots 
Payot Speciale 5: dries mature minor spots and has a purifying action

From the internet it also claims to clear blemishes in overnight...OMG...wht did i just read....?? YEP....clear/reducing blemishes just like magic in a night time...sounds magic/ incredible?? we will know after tested it out...

Act in synergy during night to make minor spots disappear (1ml for each pack)

 5) Phyto  Phytodefrisant Botanical Relaxing Balm
A product made in France ( 15ml), come in a tube form in this sample box....Well it's basically a hair product which can be use to tame down your frizzy hair and helps to strengthen and hydrate your hair too.... Tried it yesterday after shower...and I think it works great for keeping my hair straighten (F.Y.I.  I have straight hair) satisfy with the end results~

6) Yves Rocher Rose Fraiche Shower Gel
A shower gel which made in France too....ok...this time we get to shower and smell like roses afterwards...who doesn't want that?? hahaha 

Tested this product out...amazingly.....it does smell great after shower...OMG....straight in luv with it......the Rose doesn't overpower wht i expected....instead it does have some aloe vera smell in it too...great combination i must say....2 thumbs up.....

200ml for this will be cost around RM 39 i guess...

7)See By Chloe fragrance...

This sample size comes in 1.2 ml & it's made in France....again??? hahaha....told ya that it's worth the price you get~~ impress 100%

Anyways, love the scent of it....it's like a sweet juicy floral scented which i don't think it's heavy but ...it's definitely girly smell to me...

nowadays perfume sample have tiny pump to spray....convenient packaging... 

That's all for the review......Thanks for reading~

Sorry viewers~

For those who have click in to check out the GE 13 post i have made 2 days ago... I'm sorry to disappoint you guys.....I have taken down and deleted it...... This is to avoid any trouble as i heard news blogger are gonna be detain by police if write any sensitive issues...although i didn't but.....safer to do so.....

Perhaps next time something interesting....

Hope the readers would not be mind and understand the consequences of risking myself....

Peace~

hard to be myself~

feeling unhappy at this moment, i keep thinking...who have really change?? between me and the person i always share my problem with....

i dunno wht i have did wrong, but being treated as an invisible person doesn't make me feel good at all.... it's really sad.... when u trying to care...but being ignore.....i feel i'm nobody in this world... i dunno who i shud be... shud i be myself or someone else?? i feel hard to be myself, when everyone wanted me to become someone else to satisfy their expectations???

i need more laugh~

haihz...since all my friends are like leaving me one by one....i laugh lesser n lesser....it used to be so fun with those gurl, but nw they are either working or stop studying, n some are just busy falling in love~....

it's easy to detect when i'm stress last time....friends can see it easily when the moments i laugh so hard, talking all those funny things even though the joke is not really funny, but guess wht ...it make others happy n i make me happy too...i feel great every time i have tht extreme laugh....it makes me relieve n in a better mood to study...but still i force myself to study even i don't really want to.... n since the laughing have reduce...i really just wan someone to talk too when i'm even the bad mood or happy....i just wanna share n nag all the things.....don't really have to give a feedback thou..haha...i guess this is wht every gurls wants....let them speak all they wan...

anyways...my hair have been falling down like crazy too....maybe it's the stress for the pre-finals...which is as usual...but is like...gosh...every sem?? u must be kidding rite...then notice that when i took photo...it doesn't look so nice too...it just makes my face to be wider or chubbier...not sure wht happen....or maybe water retention actually.....haha...

at this point...i just really wanna be happy or just go for a short trip to release all those toxin in my mind....

Love story~

Been a while since i last blog...gonna do some updates today.....well...life get bit tougher when i'm in Year 3....n well...assignments were even tougher too....hmm...i admit...this semester was not that easy...6 subjs....n it's all main paper....must be kidding rite...but.....using the wisdom...i'm facing it everyday.... it's not easy..but i'm willing to do it...

and suddenly got this love story in my mind .....so..here it goes...

i always ask myself what is love? wht love is really about?

is it about sacrificing???

She used to be one sacrificing for love, but she didn't get what she wants on return.

Wasting time for him by running his chores, and caring about him were just her simple thought hoping that

one day her lover will realize all her efforts that she have put in to maintain the relationship.

All she wants is some attention and affection from her lover.

After a long while being with him, she realize that things are not the same when they 1st fell in love.

Things changed, and she can felt all those coldness that her lover are giving. 

Sooner or later she realize that, her lover is not what she picture in her future. She decided to let go on what she believe at 1st and without turning back she just leave all her effort behind this relationship.

She was happier and becoming who she was at 1st place, and gain back her own life.

Times passes and her lover realize that his stupid acts have hurt her much, and decided to wants her back in his life. Regretting that he have pass out an opportunity to spend quality time with her, he regrets saying out the word "busy" to her every single time when she ask for his accompany. Even when he's free during his time, he doesn't want to spend time on her. 

Thinking back on what he did, he realize he could not loose such a good lover that is hard to be find. Trying every single way to get back with her and hoping that things will work out like the last time.

But it's too late because she have moved on happily , and she will not let herself to be hurt by him again and again. She told him that, she have forgiven him for what he have done to her but will not accept him back into her life, because she have give a long duration enough to see how their relation would be. She would not want a man who is easily tempted and bored with the love life. She told him that, "loving a person is not about sacrificing and how much time you could spend for her. Love is about thinking a way to love another person no matter what circumstance it will be in the present or future. Love will not be fade out easily when time passes and love is how much you want your partner to be happy with your side."

She choose to leave him because she can't imagine herself loving a person who doesn't felt happy with his side all along...

THE END~

Tada....the end of a short story...hope u guys like it...hahaha...

political gags happens in m'sia local uni

Disclaimer: before reading:  Read at ur own risk~ if you doesn't like the content , pls stop reading .... F.Y.I ...this post is just an opinion....Not a fact or the actual report of wht have happen~ pls do not comment any negative feedback on the post~ Just a thought of wht i have view~

oh well...today 14/1/13 was a day where many post of Ms.Sharifah appeared in FB....mostly of the post were about the gags that she have talk in a video...mostly are the 'Listen'  n 'respect' word appeared...n wondering what happen....we watch a 20  mins video that were post in youtube...n share via FB....if u guys were curious...just Youtube it...
after watching it....the things that happen starts off at the point where an indian gurl (Ms.Bavani) starts off her point of views.....& oh btw....the whole Forum is called Forum Suara Mahasiswa....so...is a place where Q&A of students can be voiced out rite??? hmm...not so sure the whole event is for wht...to brainwash students about politics maybe???

wht Ms.Bavani mentions is about the Bersih...& also about the PTPTPN...n i was quite surprise...a student with an O Level she was manage to do a research n calculation about the fund provided....*clap clap*
after stating it out...she also mention about comparing it with other country which they are able to provide free education....but why not Malaysia????

in my thought of secs.....of course it's true that why students doesn't have this privilege ??? too poor????
why chinese and indian are like left out?? and stating us going to other country to study instead of studying in our own country??? i'm not stating that i doubt about our gov acts....bt....when someone doesn't give u an opportunities, does we wait for 10, 20,30, 50 years for the opportunities??? u shud know the ans urself....
yes....students go overseas because opportunities were better...who doesn't want it???? we live in a reality world.... and oh, what is so bad about comparing other advance country with ours??? isit Malaysia not advance enough??? we don't have to improve it better????
comparing doesn't mean we have to do wht others do....bt more to a vision that we shud do better too..... if we don't compare how are going to advance???? isn't Ms. Sharifah funny trying to tell a malaysian student who thinks comparing is wrong..and ask her to stay in other countries if when comparing a good privilege country... *F.Y.I...this is just my thought...no right or wrong...just an opinion in my heart*

ok..back to the story....when Ms.Bavani wasn't finish speaking her point of view....this lady which claims to be a degree holder stops her...n talks about respect and the repeating the word...'listen' ............ for me...it's nothing wrong for ones who try to speaks out...but cutting off someone while they are not even finish talking n put the mic away from one is a rude ....n Ms.Sharifah wasn't gving respect either... and wht she compare was her differentiation of her status of study between her and Ms.Bavani...... well hello....different status level  of education have the right to stop someone speaks???

wht i could remember was.....my lecturer never thought us that....standard of study will not makes someone to  have the authority to stop another person talking her point of view.... human rights are equal rite??? even when lecturer who made mistakes in class will be grateful if their students correct their mistake.... nt disagreeing with wht students have point out.. ~!!!

and talking about human rights......it's funny when Ms.Sharifah relating about animals rights.. talking about cats, dogs, shark,....... LOL....why suddenly out of topic????  Ms. Sharifah wasn't doing the right things as well.... her standards of education shows that not only she's not giving a positive respond in changing her country to be better, bt degrading it....

PLS do not leave any comment for this post...it's just my opinion...if you don't like wht i have written then dun have to read it..~! TQ and have a nice day~!!!

my year 3 starts...

omg...can't believe that i have finally studied 2 years in uni....2 more years to go....haihz.....how miserable when all those toughest subj are gonna be faced by me in the coming years....anyways...must try my best to do it.....+u+u to my uni friends to myself too....

A year & now

okay...this blog is definitely dedicated to my dearest friends n family........1st of all tq so much for being my side...supporting me...encouraging me....it's really been  a hard time to go thru stuff since my dad pass away....looking back of wht i have deal with...all these challenges were actually not so bad lar....i survive at it...so...YAY~!!!! n thru this process...i really learn how to be better & learn to grow up a little more.... when challenges come....it tends to think it as an opportunity to grow and develop into a better person....so....think more positive thoughts of course...

n on the 11/12/2012/ ....it's been a year since dad left....kinda miss him all the jokes n everything...he's a good dad i admit....although things happen & last time used to hate him for his bad character ...but nah....that's gonna pass.....he's really a good one if we dun look at the negative side of him....& on the same day of this year..... it's was the 1st day of my finals starts......i was excited for it...n was happy....seriously...no tears ok...~ bt all i felt was.....i will make u proud papa....n will continue with this spirit.....

so...that's its....much gratitude to those who have really being my true friends.........tqvm guys n gurls! i luv you.....