it's always me and me only~

sometimes...i feel like i'm the only person living in this world....sometimes i feel i'm so invisible to others.....i'm only visible when ppl need me~...... all i can say is...... no one really care how i felt...it's always about how they feel....it's hard for ppl to go thru wht u have go thru and understand it in ur shoes.......i'm not forcing ppl to know everything about me...but at least pls dun make me feel that my appearance means nothing in urlife..~...... 

because daddy it's not there anymore to answer my phone call .... no one i could really share my feelings and thoughts out.....i just miss my daddy back in the days where he can sayang me when i'm down~ soon....it's gonna reach another 2nd year of miles stone without him.... although i have try my best to learn to live without him......but i just miss him so much to talk with....sometimes i really wish i could call him and say...." hey tough guy....miss me???" but....it's a fact that he's gone...n i need to learn to love myself more....It's ok if no one in this world love you..but as long as you learn to love yourself....you will enjoy life.....

but right now....i'm just having the harshest moment in life...where ppl might not understand wht i have to go thru just to sleep well in then nights....it may be stress for pre finals....but one thing for sure.... i'm no enjoying the life i'm suppose to be....even if i love myself more..... i'm not just happy the way i am used too......