Since the day i found the truth....how i hope it wasn't real....
how i hope it wasn't reality.....
the truth is..my dream have been crush again...over and over again....
my little dream about my life...
seems to be fantasy in life????
perhaps it's just me that were willing to accept the truth ??
at a point...i realize how i naive i'm to living in a world full of hopes and dreams.....
there's often ppl out there to crash wht u are wishing for....
and that's is my biggest fears.....
lately....there are so many incidents going on...till i really felt that....
i'm afraid...afraid to think of my future....
all of my goals and dreams were just vanish ....
just a lost soul trap in the body wondering wht shall i do next
everyday....trying to be positive were not as easy as it think....
it's even harder than i can make it....
why this world is so harsh to me????
why should i take all this pain by myself??
who could really understand n stop all these tragedy???
thousands of question in my mind that i'm unable to answer it myself....
i'm so trap in the world called 'reality'
how i wish i could be a happy little kid where i don't have to think all these matter...
my dreams are gone....
fears is wht i have now~
P.s: no matter how unhappy in the state you were now....hang in there and prove to yourself that you will get better in the coming days~...
suicide is not a solution.....only people who are not brave enough choose to end it~
Sunday, November 17, 2013
Sunday, August 25, 2013
ouch...back pain
it all started about 1-2 weeks ago...where i felt something weird is going on to my backbone.....at 1st i thought would be nothing...but the pain is slowly developing...affecting the side bones of my lungs......hmm....at 1st i thought it was some kind of sickness or growth....bad things were on my mind that time~....but we just can't assume without consulting a doctor mar....n so....went all the way back to seremban just to see doctor..n also to see my family incase anything happen.....n my bro told me to see this chinese tradtional treatment....where his family have a well known reputation in this industry......they are the expert of bones, muscle, n veins.....
n so ...i went for my 1st treatment......for the 1st time....it was a lady who treated me.....she said...my back is weak...she even ask me...wht did i do??? my ans is...i have no idea at all...perhaps cycle or walk...cause that's wht i always do in kampar... she told me it's quite a while for this ..but now u only feel the pain..it's normal....ok...the 1st time urut...was not that bad....but she told me...u gonna feel pain after the treatment.....ok...i can bare with it....n she told me to come back for the 2nd treatment~....
for this duration...i was not allowed to eat.... bean sprout, kankung.....n those things which are classified as 'chill ' food in chinese belief......
2 days after treatment...was getting better.....i thought i would be happily doing my things...but bad news return.....this time...the lady son 'he' said that actually starting half ur backbone till the end...was out of position.....omg....that time....the treatment for it...was even more pain than before.....but does feel better after that...but hah....the pain did not just stop on tht spot.....even when i sit...or stand or walk...the pain is still there...n it is 5 X painer than before.....but he didn't told me about it...i was expect slightly a little bit of pain...but not this...totally never ready for this kind of pain....it's actually kinda affect my both legs.......it make it feel numbs most of the time...n the whole back was just straining in the pain.....i really hope there is some pain killer i can take~but stil...i can walk lar...just maybe need to bare with the pain..... n besides the food that they mention can't eat...now...add another 2 new items.....chicken and duck~..... =.='''ll seriously.... not much replacement for chicken...unless i could get fish easily or pork....but most of the dishes also have chicken de leh...not much choice of food left in kampar...n i really wanna have my ice cream......need to stop all these craving before i'm totally recover.....
hopefully i can heal within days so tat i can continue my normal routine...n prep things for my final n the big event coming on 8th of september~....
but at this moment...i think the pain is in labor mode ...level 2-3...... @.@...unbelievable~
n also trauma to sit my bicycle again after this incident....
n so ...i went for my 1st treatment......for the 1st time....it was a lady who treated me.....she said...my back is weak...she even ask me...wht did i do??? my ans is...i have no idea at all...perhaps cycle or walk...cause that's wht i always do in kampar... she told me it's quite a while for this ..but now u only feel the pain..it's normal....ok...the 1st time urut...was not that bad....but she told me...u gonna feel pain after the treatment.....ok...i can bare with it....n she told me to come back for the 2nd treatment~....
for this duration...i was not allowed to eat.... bean sprout, kankung.....n those things which are classified as 'chill ' food in chinese belief......
2 days after treatment...was getting better.....i thought i would be happily doing my things...but bad news return.....this time...the lady son 'he' said that actually starting half ur backbone till the end...was out of position.....omg....that time....the treatment for it...was even more pain than before.....but does feel better after that...but hah....the pain did not just stop on tht spot.....even when i sit...or stand or walk...the pain is still there...n it is 5 X painer than before.....but he didn't told me about it...i was expect slightly a little bit of pain...but not this...totally never ready for this kind of pain....it's actually kinda affect my both legs.......it make it feel numbs most of the time...n the whole back was just straining in the pain.....i really hope there is some pain killer i can take~but stil...i can walk lar...just maybe need to bare with the pain..... n besides the food that they mention can't eat...now...add another 2 new items.....chicken and duck~..... =.='''ll seriously.... not much replacement for chicken...unless i could get fish easily or pork....but most of the dishes also have chicken de leh...not much choice of food left in kampar...n i really wanna have my ice cream......need to stop all these craving before i'm totally recover.....
hopefully i can heal within days so tat i can continue my normal routine...n prep things for my final n the big event coming on 8th of september~....
but at this moment...i think the pain is in labor mode ...level 2-3...... @.@...unbelievable~
n also trauma to sit my bicycle again after this incident....
Sunday, August 11, 2013
it's always me and me only~
sometimes...i feel like i'm the only person living in this world....sometimes i feel i'm so invisible to others.....i'm only visible when ppl need me~...... all i can say is...... no one really care how i felt...it's always about how they feel....it's hard for ppl to go thru wht u have go thru and understand it in ur shoes.......i'm not forcing ppl to know everything about me...but at least pls dun make me feel that my appearance means nothing in urlife..~......
because daddy it's not there anymore to answer my phone call .... no one i could really share my feelings and thoughts out.....i just miss my daddy back in the days where he can sayang me when i'm down~ soon....it's gonna reach another 2nd year of miles stone without him.... although i have try my best to learn to live without him......but i just miss him so much to talk with....sometimes i really wish i could call him and say...." hey tough guy....miss me???" but....it's a fact that he's gone...n i need to learn to love myself more....It's ok if no one in this world love you..but as long as you learn to love yourself....you will enjoy life.....
but right now....i'm just having the harshest moment in life...where ppl might not understand wht i have to go thru just to sleep well in then nights....it may be stress for pre finals....but one thing for sure.... i'm no enjoying the life i'm suppose to be....even if i love myself more..... i'm not just happy the way i am used too......
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
BRUT - Breakfast all day in Kampar~
For guys and girls living in kampar...
you know the feeling of craving for breakfast at times which you are suppose to be having lunch or dinner instead??? Well...my craving exist most of the time....where i just prefer some simple breakfast serves as my brunch....
few days ago i notice some photos post by my friends in fb...a picture of a plate of egg benedict~...you must be kidding rite.....where got such thing in kampar......indeed...There is one shop nearby KTAR called the BRUT....the location is precisely beside Yue Zhong Lou / Hotel Sutera / Behind Sin Rong Kee that row....
Not sure about their operating hours or days.... but i think i saw the time written there is from 11.30a.m-5.30p.m and 6.30p.m-12.30a.m....Not really sure...if wanna have more detail...just have a visit there n ask...
The environment is absolutely fantastic.....Love love love the environment...the table, the chairs , lighting and the music.... it just suit with the feel of having breakfast at any time of the day....
Food-wise....everything were well made....not much choices or options were available...but i think the amount provided in the menu is sufficient enough for ur craving...as for the price...i think it's reasonable and it's not likely u can find cheaper price serving egg benedict~ Overall i give 9/10.... cause i think some improvements can be add on...
ok, so...for our tryouts...we order one egg benedict, club sandwich, pancakes and egg and ham crepe...plus one espresso and hot chocolate~ wow..... the food it's quite up to my expectation.....not bad weyh..... i would definitely recommend others to go and try out and will back again for their other items in the menu...
Visit their BRUT fb page at : https://www.facebook.com/BrutCafe?fref=ts for more details~...
*Photo credits given to Celine Ng for capturing and editing*
you know the feeling of craving for breakfast at times which you are suppose to be having lunch or dinner instead??? Well...my craving exist most of the time....where i just prefer some simple breakfast serves as my brunch....
few days ago i notice some photos post by my friends in fb...a picture of a plate of egg benedict~...you must be kidding rite.....where got such thing in kampar......indeed...There is one shop nearby KTAR called the BRUT....the location is precisely beside Yue Zhong Lou / Hotel Sutera / Behind Sin Rong Kee that row....
Not sure about their operating hours or days.... but i think i saw the time written there is from 11.30a.m-5.30p.m and 6.30p.m-12.30a.m....Not really sure...if wanna have more detail...just have a visit there n ask...
The environment is absolutely fantastic.....Love love love the environment...the table, the chairs , lighting and the music.... it just suit with the feel of having breakfast at any time of the day....
Food-wise....everything were well made....not much choices or options were available...but i think the amount provided in the menu is sufficient enough for ur craving...as for the price...i think it's reasonable and it's not likely u can find cheaper price serving egg benedict~ Overall i give 9/10.... cause i think some improvements can be add on...
ok, so...for our tryouts...we order one egg benedict, club sandwich, pancakes and egg and ham crepe...plus one espresso and hot chocolate~ wow..... the food it's quite up to my expectation.....not bad weyh..... i would definitely recommend others to go and try out and will back again for their other items in the menu...
Visit their BRUT fb page at : https://www.facebook.com/BrutCafe?fref=ts for more details~...
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| The environment at the BRUT. |
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| From the top left: club sandwich, pancakes, egg and ham crepe, egg benedict, espresso and hot chocolate |
*Photo credits given to Celine Ng for capturing and editing*
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Malacca's must try~
hey all.. if you are staying or not staying in Malacca and it happens that you visit here....there's one thing maybe you should go try it out if you were in a hot sunny day~...
my recommendation would be Klebang original coconut shake~..and it's only can be found along the cost of Pantai Klebang in Malacca... my friend told me that there were few shops that are selling this too...but they say this is the best of the best lar.....so...our little exploration begins where we follow the road sign to Pantai Klebang or Klebang...and by the time almost reach ...you will saw a Caltex petrol station...and even before reaching or turning into the petrol station ...you will saw a small stall for it at the roadside....which also happens to be selling coconut shake...but it's for take away purpose....
For those who wanna sit in and enjoy...just turn into the route where there's a signboard there....actually....when u saw that small stall...you will notice a road to go in..... address of the place is Klebang 231-1, Batu 3 3/4 , 75250 Melaka.
So...basically i not sure how many options you have there...but i think it's either regular or special....cause mine is with a scoop of ice cream and it cost around RM2.50 for a glass... inside have tiny chunks of coconut meat, coconut water, milk (i guess)....and blended ice.
... Not sure about the recipe but i think i does cool down my body especially in a hot weather.....Taste not too sweet...but surely coconut it is~
Beside selling their famous shake....they have others things like some 'kuih-muih' or pastry for it...they got currypuff, mini hotdog bread, fish crackers (a.k.a Keropok) , small packs of nasi lemak and more varieties to be found....
Definitely must go to try it if got chance~
To find out more the details of this store pls visit their FB page~ Thanks
https://www.facebook.com/KlebangCoconutShake
my recommendation would be Klebang original coconut shake~..and it's only can be found along the cost of Pantai Klebang in Malacca... my friend told me that there were few shops that are selling this too...but they say this is the best of the best lar.....so...our little exploration begins where we follow the road sign to Pantai Klebang or Klebang...and by the time almost reach ...you will saw a Caltex petrol station...and even before reaching or turning into the petrol station ...you will saw a small stall for it at the roadside....which also happens to be selling coconut shake...but it's for take away purpose....
For those who wanna sit in and enjoy...just turn into the route where there's a signboard there....actually....when u saw that small stall...you will notice a road to go in..... address of the place is Klebang 231-1, Batu 3 3/4 , 75250 Melaka.
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| The sit in stall... |
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| saw the stall on right....it's for ppl who wanna take away....btw...the Caltex Petrol Station is at the right hand side....before reaching the station...saw that yellow sign board??? TURN IN for sit it~ By the way don't be mislead by this photo on which direction to turn is cause I'm about to Leave~ |
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| Coconut shake Special |
... Not sure about the recipe but i think i does cool down my body especially in a hot weather.....Taste not too sweet...but surely coconut it is~
Beside selling their famous shake....they have others things like some 'kuih-muih' or pastry for it...they got currypuff, mini hotdog bread, fish crackers (a.k.a Keropok) , small packs of nasi lemak and more varieties to be found....
Definitely must go to try it if got chance~
To find out more the details of this store pls visit their FB page~ Thanks
https://www.facebook.com/KlebangCoconutShake
Sunday, May 12, 2013
First Impression: The Lilac box #3
Hi beautiful out there~!
This will be my 1st time reviewing a beauty box and recommended by a good friend of mine.... About a month ago I heard her saying Malaysia have a few beauty box too. One of the newest would be The Lilac Box and the price range for it will quite affordable lah...so I decided to try Lilac since it's new ...& I do love the concept which they say 'blind date'.
For box 3, it cost about RM 49.90 (delivery fees included) will be worth for wht you're paying as you get to try and test a few types of brands and products....The subscription was open on 1st of May and was informed that they will delivered it out on 10th.....i was expecting on 13th or 14th.....but hey....I get it on 11th ald...maybe cause I'm staying in Seremban...so...delivery works faster...hahaha
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| Their simple box packaging which you can recycle or reuse it for gift wrapping~ |
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| Greeting card inside where u can scan their QR codes and find out more about their products.... |
Let's open the box up shall we....
Looking at the content inside...there are totals of 7 items....and 2 items were from the same brand, so...total of 6 brands...n guess wht...all of these are overseas brand~
1st item & 2nd item....these two cute little boxes caught my attention...well...they are cute boxes from BABOR & it's made in Germany ..They have include
1)HSR Lifting extra firming cream: An anti-wrinke and lifting cream which makes ur skin looking smoother and tighter
2)HSR lifting extra firming eye cream: An anti-wrinkle eye cream which delicate the skin around your eye area becoming more elasticity
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| Not so sure bout the quantity in this small jar...didn't state it out... |
3) From Max Factor : Max Factor Ageless Elixir 2 in 1 Foundation + Serum
(made in Ireland)... they are giving 5 pack in it....oh wait....there are giving 2 different shades ..one in Light Ivory 40 and Natural 50 (1 ml for each shades)...which means I get total of 10......wow~
4) From PAYOT made in France which they have include 2 packs...which are
Payot Pate Grise : Accelerates the maturation of minor spots
Payot Speciale 5: dries mature minor spots and has a purifying action
From the internet it also claims to clear blemishes in overnight...OMG...wht did i just read....?? YEP....clear/reducing blemishes just like magic in a night time...sounds magic/ incredible?? we will know after tested it out...
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| Act in synergy during night to make minor spots disappear (1ml for each pack) |
5) Phyto Phytodefrisant Botanical Relaxing Balm
A product made in France ( 15ml), come in a tube form in this sample box....Well it's basically a hair product which can be use to tame down your frizzy hair and helps to strengthen and hydrate your hair too.... Tried it yesterday after shower...and I think it works great for keeping my hair straighten (F.Y.I. I have straight hair) satisfy with the end results~
A shower gel which made in France too....ok...this time we get to shower and smell like roses afterwards...who doesn't want that?? hahaha
Tested this product out...amazingly.....it does smell great after shower...OMG....straight in luv with it......the Rose doesn't overpower wht i expected....instead it does have some aloe vera smell in it too...great combination i must say....2 thumbs up.....
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| 200ml for this will be cost around RM 39 i guess... |
7)See By Chloe fragrance...
This sample size comes in 1.2 ml & it's made in France....again??? hahaha....told ya that it's worth the price you get~~ impress 100%
Anyways, love the scent of it....it's like a sweet juicy floral scented which i don't think it's heavy but ...it's definitely girly smell to me...
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| nowadays perfume sample have tiny pump to spray....convenient packaging... |
That's all for the review......Thanks for reading~
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Sorry viewers~
For those who have click in to check out the GE 13 post i have made 2 days ago... I'm sorry to disappoint you guys.....I have taken down and deleted it...... This is to avoid any trouble as i heard news blogger are gonna be detain by police if write any sensitive issues...although i didn't but.....safer to do so.....
Perhaps next time something interesting....
Hope the readers would not be mind and understand the consequences of risking myself....
Peace~
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
hard to be myself~
feeling unhappy at this moment, i keep thinking...who have really change?? between me and the person i always share my problem with....
i dunno wht i have did wrong, but being treated as an invisible person doesn't make me feel good at all.... it's really sad.... when u trying to care...but being ignore.....i feel i'm nobody in this world... i dunno who i shud be... shud i be myself or someone else?? i feel hard to be myself, when everyone wanted me to become someone else to satisfy their expectations???
i dunno wht i have did wrong, but being treated as an invisible person doesn't make me feel good at all.... it's really sad.... when u trying to care...but being ignore.....i feel i'm nobody in this world... i dunno who i shud be... shud i be myself or someone else?? i feel hard to be myself, when everyone wanted me to become someone else to satisfy their expectations???
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
i need more laugh~
haihz...since all my friends are like leaving me one by one....i laugh lesser n lesser....it used to be so fun with those gurl, but nw they are either working or stop studying, n some are just busy falling in love~....
it's easy to detect when i'm stress last time....friends can see it easily when the moments i laugh so hard, talking all those funny things even though the joke is not really funny, but guess wht ...it make others happy n i make me happy too...i feel great every time i have tht extreme laugh....it makes me relieve n in a better mood to study...but still i force myself to study even i don't really want to.... n since the laughing have reduce...i really just wan someone to talk too when i'm even the bad mood or happy....i just wanna share n nag all the things.....don't really have to give a feedback thou..haha...i guess this is wht every gurls wants....let them speak all they wan...
anyways...my hair have been falling down like crazy too....maybe it's the stress for the pre-finals...which is as usual...but is like...gosh...every sem?? u must be kidding rite...then notice that when i took photo...it doesn't look so nice too...it just makes my face to be wider or chubbier...not sure wht happen....or maybe water retention actually.....haha...
at this point...i just really wanna be happy or just go for a short trip to release all those toxin in my mind....
it's easy to detect when i'm stress last time....friends can see it easily when the moments i laugh so hard, talking all those funny things even though the joke is not really funny, but guess wht ...it make others happy n i make me happy too...i feel great every time i have tht extreme laugh....it makes me relieve n in a better mood to study...but still i force myself to study even i don't really want to.... n since the laughing have reduce...i really just wan someone to talk too when i'm even the bad mood or happy....i just wanna share n nag all the things.....don't really have to give a feedback thou..haha...i guess this is wht every gurls wants....let them speak all they wan...
anyways...my hair have been falling down like crazy too....maybe it's the stress for the pre-finals...which is as usual...but is like...gosh...every sem?? u must be kidding rite...then notice that when i took photo...it doesn't look so nice too...it just makes my face to be wider or chubbier...not sure wht happen....or maybe water retention actually.....haha...
at this point...i just really wanna be happy or just go for a short trip to release all those toxin in my mind....
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Love story~
Been a while since i last blog...gonna do some updates today.....well...life get bit tougher when i'm in Year 3....n well...assignments were even tougher too....hmm...i admit...this semester was not that easy...6 subjs....n it's all main paper....must be kidding rite...but.....using the wisdom...i'm facing it everyday.... it's not easy..but i'm willing to do it...
and suddenly got this love story in my mind .....so..here it goes...
i always ask myself what is love? wht love is really about?
is it about sacrificing???
She used to be one sacrificing for love, but she didn't get what she wants on return.
Wasting time for him by running his chores, and caring about him were just her simple thought hoping that
one day her lover will realize all her efforts that she have put in to maintain the relationship.
All she wants is some attention and affection from her lover.
After a long while being with him, she realize that things are not the same when they 1st fell in love.
Things changed, and she can felt all those coldness that her lover are giving.
Sooner or later she realize that, her lover is not what she picture in her future. She decided to let go on what she believe at 1st and without turning back she just leave all her effort behind this relationship.
She was happier and becoming who she was at 1st place, and gain back her own life.
Times passes and her lover realize that his stupid acts have hurt her much, and decided to wants her back in his life. Regretting that he have pass out an opportunity to spend quality time with her, he regrets saying out the word "busy" to her every single time when she ask for his accompany. Even when he's free during his time, he doesn't want to spend time on her.
Thinking back on what he did, he realize he could not loose such a good lover that is hard to be find. Trying every single way to get back with her and hoping that things will work out like the last time.
But it's too late because she have moved on happily , and she will not let herself to be hurt by him again and again. She told him that, she have forgiven him for what he have done to her but will not accept him back into her life, because she have give a long duration enough to see how their relation would be. She would not want a man who is easily tempted and bored with the love life. She told him that, "loving a person is not about sacrificing and how much time you could spend for her. Love is about thinking a way to love another person no matter what circumstance it will be in the present or future. Love will not be fade out easily when time passes and love is how much you want your partner to be happy with your side."
She choose to leave him because she can't imagine herself loving a person who doesn't felt happy with his side all along...
THE END~
Tada....the end of a short story...hope u guys like it...hahaha...
Monday, January 14, 2013
political gags happens in m'sia local uni
Disclaimer: before reading: Read at ur own risk~ if you doesn't like the content , pls stop reading .... F.Y.I ...this post is just an opinion....Not a fact or the actual report of wht have happen~ pls do not comment any negative feedback on the post~ Just a thought of wht i have view~
oh well...today 14/1/13 was a day where many post of Ms.Sharifah appeared in FB....mostly of the post were about the gags that she have talk in a video...mostly are the 'Listen' n 'respect' word appeared...n wondering what happen....we watch a 20 mins video that were post in youtube...n share via FB....if u guys were curious...just Youtube it...
after watching it....the things that happen starts off at the point where an indian gurl (Ms.Bavani) starts off her point of views.....& oh btw....the whole Forum is called Forum Suara Mahasiswa....so...is a place where Q&A of students can be voiced out rite??? hmm...not so sure the whole event is for wht...to brainwash students about politics maybe???
wht Ms.Bavani mentions is about the Bersih...& also about the PTPTPN...n i was quite surprise...a student with an O Level she was manage to do a research n calculation about the fund provided....*clap clap*
after stating it out...she also mention about comparing it with other country which they are able to provide free education....but why not Malaysia????
in my thought of secs.....of course it's true that why students doesn't have this privilege ??? too poor????
why chinese and indian are like left out?? and stating us going to other country to study instead of studying in our own country??? i'm not stating that i doubt about our gov acts....bt....when someone doesn't give u an opportunities, does we wait for 10, 20,30, 50 years for the opportunities??? u shud know the ans urself....
yes....students go overseas because opportunities were better...who doesn't want it???? we live in a reality world.... and oh, what is so bad about comparing other advance country with ours??? isit Malaysia not advance enough??? we don't have to improve it better????
comparing doesn't mean we have to do wht others do....bt more to a vision that we shud do better too..... if we don't compare how are going to advance???? isn't Ms. Sharifah funny trying to tell a malaysian student who thinks comparing is wrong..and ask her to stay in other countries if when comparing a good privilege country... *F.Y.I...this is just my thought...no right or wrong...just an opinion in my heart*
ok..back to the story....when Ms.Bavani wasn't finish speaking her point of view....this lady which claims to be a degree holder stops her...n talks about respect and the repeating the word...'listen' ............ for me...it's nothing wrong for ones who try to speaks out...but cutting off someone while they are not even finish talking n put the mic away from one is a rude ....n Ms.Sharifah wasn't gving respect either... and wht she compare was her differentiation of her status of study between her and Ms.Bavani...... well hello....different status level of education have the right to stop someone speaks???
wht i could remember was.....my lecturer never thought us that....standard of study will not makes someone to have the authority to stop another person talking her point of view.... human rights are equal rite??? even when lecturer who made mistakes in class will be grateful if their students correct their mistake.... nt disagreeing with wht students have point out.. ~!!!
and talking about human rights......it's funny when Ms.Sharifah relating about animals rights.. talking about cats, dogs, shark,....... LOL....why suddenly out of topic???? Ms. Sharifah wasn't doing the right things as well.... her standards of education shows that not only she's not giving a positive respond in changing her country to be better, bt degrading it....
PLS do not leave any comment for this post...it's just my opinion...if you don't like wht i have written then dun have to read it..~! TQ and have a nice day~!!!
oh well...today 14/1/13 was a day where many post of Ms.Sharifah appeared in FB....mostly of the post were about the gags that she have talk in a video...mostly are the 'Listen' n 'respect' word appeared...n wondering what happen....we watch a 20 mins video that were post in youtube...n share via FB....if u guys were curious...just Youtube it...
after watching it....the things that happen starts off at the point where an indian gurl (Ms.Bavani) starts off her point of views.....& oh btw....the whole Forum is called Forum Suara Mahasiswa....so...is a place where Q&A of students can be voiced out rite??? hmm...not so sure the whole event is for wht...to brainwash students about politics maybe???
wht Ms.Bavani mentions is about the Bersih...& also about the PTPTPN...n i was quite surprise...a student with an O Level she was manage to do a research n calculation about the fund provided....*clap clap*
after stating it out...she also mention about comparing it with other country which they are able to provide free education....but why not Malaysia????
in my thought of secs.....of course it's true that why students doesn't have this privilege ??? too poor????
why chinese and indian are like left out?? and stating us going to other country to study instead of studying in our own country??? i'm not stating that i doubt about our gov acts....bt....when someone doesn't give u an opportunities, does we wait for 10, 20,30, 50 years for the opportunities??? u shud know the ans urself....
yes....students go overseas because opportunities were better...who doesn't want it???? we live in a reality world.... and oh, what is so bad about comparing other advance country with ours??? isit Malaysia not advance enough??? we don't have to improve it better????
comparing doesn't mean we have to do wht others do....bt more to a vision that we shud do better too..... if we don't compare how are going to advance???? isn't Ms. Sharifah funny trying to tell a malaysian student who thinks comparing is wrong..and ask her to stay in other countries if when comparing a good privilege country... *F.Y.I...this is just my thought...no right or wrong...just an opinion in my heart*
ok..back to the story....when Ms.Bavani wasn't finish speaking her point of view....this lady which claims to be a degree holder stops her...n talks about respect and the repeating the word...'listen' ............ for me...it's nothing wrong for ones who try to speaks out...but cutting off someone while they are not even finish talking n put the mic away from one is a rude ....n Ms.Sharifah wasn't gving respect either... and wht she compare was her differentiation of her status of study between her and Ms.Bavani...... well hello....different status level of education have the right to stop someone speaks???
wht i could remember was.....my lecturer never thought us that....standard of study will not makes someone to have the authority to stop another person talking her point of view.... human rights are equal rite??? even when lecturer who made mistakes in class will be grateful if their students correct their mistake.... nt disagreeing with wht students have point out.. ~!!!
and talking about human rights......it's funny when Ms.Sharifah relating about animals rights.. talking about cats, dogs, shark,....... LOL....why suddenly out of topic???? Ms. Sharifah wasn't doing the right things as well.... her standards of education shows that not only she's not giving a positive respond in changing her country to be better, bt degrading it....
PLS do not leave any comment for this post...it's just my opinion...if you don't like wht i have written then dun have to read it..~! TQ and have a nice day~!!!
Sunday, January 13, 2013
my year 3 starts...
omg...can't believe that i have finally studied 2 years in uni....2 more years to go....haihz.....how miserable when all those toughest subj are gonna be faced by me in the coming years....anyways...must try my best to do it.....+u+u to my uni friends to myself too....
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