lol...it's time of the month where u get emo again......i'm super sad ...because this issues have been ald a month in my heart.......the feeling is just not right....i'm so hurt.....all this thanks to a bunch of suckers which have been boycotting me......well how does it actually start??? i don't really know ...all i know was....
one day...i overslept...n no one ever wake me up ...no wake up call from my friends....i end up rushing to my friends car....looking bit messy.........in the car...there's no ppl talking....was i mad?? em...maybe abit...but i didn't ask the reason why she didn't call......i just ignore wht happen...cause it's not a big deal also.....wht i could believe was....for a few consecutive days....they have been ignoring me as well...i was get to left behind all the times...n they wouldn't even wait me....WTH..!!!!! so...i bring up my courage to ask one of my bestie in the group...i ask her wht happen....isit i do something wrong that piss u guys off....??? her ans was no....she only told me tht...they are just being stressed for their midterm......... okay....at first i was thinking so...but as a few weeks past....they really did wht in their mind was thinking kay... wht i tought really come true......even when they set their semester 2 timetable....they didn't even ask me to join in......infact....they let me saw that they ald set their timetable........n let me as invisible.....i dun even dare or wanted to ask....cause as i know....if they wan me to join...they would ald ask me to join the...but no...nothing have been tell ....argh....i can't believe that they can treat me like this.....even the bestie that i have know here also have been treating the same way too......i really unliking them...especially my bestie...after doing so much thing for her....she didn't even appreciate it.....she just dumb me aside....lol.....now only i know that i'm just a toy in their eyes.... this case have ald been a month....it's so hard to go through it....argh....hate it when i'm having my p.m.s too....makes me more emo.....but.....i have cheer myself up...thanks for my bro n CMY that have talk to me....i felt relieve abit...oh ya...n also thanks to brian n teng that have chat wif me about this issue too...dun worry guys.....i wun do anything stupid...i just need ur encouragement.....i love u guys...oh...btw....thanks to the dance club members too...really happy get to know u guys....n i love dancing....wahahaha
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