yeah guys..u read the title...i give u the ans....both also not an option for me.....i prefer to choose single and not available....weird huh...but i think this is the best decision for my life......maybe i'm tired....but i don't think so...having someone (bf/gf) *i'm not lesbian* is kinda like a burden...cause have to take care alot for that person...n have to care their feelings...thinking about activities to spend with them...money to spend on them...it's just burdening u know....i prefer my freedom...i like wht i do....no ppl to stop u of wht u wanna do....don't u guys feels like that sometimes....FREE...
hmm...thinking about my past....it's was just a sickening experience....sch time....MR.Y.....ppl keep say he is a gud guy...but after sometimes....deep down in my heart...i know that....i don't have any feelings towards him.....it's was just a false feelings.....then dunno y got rumors says that i like mr.L.....hmmm.....all i could say is...he is a gud guy....feels very thankful for him during sch time...settling stuff .....i owe him big time only....but dunno y ppl say such horrible stuff....it was kinda hurtful....although he make fun out of it...but it always remind me that i'm such a cheap girls in sch...i feels very shame.....
n so..y need love when u r comfortable enuf...n u can give urself that.....pls dun judge me wrong that i'm not ready or get hurt...but because i think having another person in life would not just get any better....
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