28/2/2011

today...was nothing special...just a random day in life....i'm now living my uni life.....all i can .....hmm.....besides thinking the bad things.... i can say that uni is a gud life....wahahaha...*winks* for those who know wht i mean...hahaha......finally need to rush for assignment all ler...haihz......i done my part...but the others haven't...n as a group leader....must really know how to handle...especially u r a leader for a few assignments...which is gonna make u go crazy...oh well...perhaps i shud go study PR huh....hahaha...

btw...dinner was fun n great with my friend(Yew) her by my side....i feel not so alone d....we always have the whacky things on mind n i get stuck there n laugh like a crazy girl...hahaha.....thinking of dinner...i felt that going out eat is very costly....i wanna save up some money for other thingy....i plan to throw a bbq.. go for a holiday trip...shopping n buy my stuff...hahaha....so...we have this idea of eating....can food with rice...but sometimes we still can go to the stall to buy some fresh vege to cook...simple dishes lar.....tonight we eat the curry chicken in a can n also brinjal a.k.a eggplant......hmm....kinda nice....not bad...well after all these years of cooking...i still can't fail in it wan....after diner...karmin reach my house to do the assignment....i kinda worried about her cause she feels stress about uni life....with all the task...she scared she unable to do it.....but i give her some gud advices lar...hopes she understand n listen.....after that....my friend...go take my bra n tested it out....LOL.....that bra too big for her d...wahaha...got alot of extra space.....she go put handphone in my bra while wearing it...=.=''llll.......hahaha...btw...another nite gonna pass.....haihz...n i miss my family...hope i can finish all the task n went back to see them..

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wht does this means har?????

hi!

hi

where are u now

very far away from seremban...

where that place?

kampar, Perak

when u go there?

after Chinese new year

i will be back on may....

I'm very serious..

11:23pm

i mean...on 7th febuary 2011 i ald move here to study....

on 3rd may 2011 only will back seremban for one week

when you back to seremban necessary you have to came foodtiam o.k.?

okok...sure.....

I will waiting to you..

finally.....can on9 ler....

fuh....after waiting quite long.......more than a week...i can finally online ler......yeah.....but...haihz.....sad betul....cause midterm all coming d.....need to rush to finish out my assignment d....haihz.........but...i still need to update my blog rite...wahahaha......lately...when don't have internet...i tends to go out at nite....for a walk with my friend nearby........we always go to that lake side there....sit there n chill n chit-chat n of course see got leng zhai anot....hahaha.....but then just wan to upload something in my blog here....during the days in kampar....after class we would have breakfast lar....lunch lar or even diner...wahahaha.....so....get to trying variety of food.....n one of the stall i like the most is pan mee....damn nice ler...even the seremban de....mambau there don't even can fight....sekali makan pasti suka...hahaha.....that shop is in old town....near our place lar...use short cut...around 10 min can reach d.....

2nd......is about me going to ipoh parade the other day...take bus to go there...hahaha.....walk walk around....din found any nice shirt to buy....but i like tat shoes...rm 100.....in seremban have to give rm 160 ler....but here de design not so nice lar......that's all for the update now...keke

my hot coco in ipoh parade

fried dumpling in ipoh parade

this is 大家姐pan mee shop....

the incredibly....nicest pan mee on earth....

dumpling.....

fever again.....

haihz....fever again ler......the feelings is not nice this time...i have to go through this alone by myself in this new place..........feeling lonely.....calll my dad n cry .......then have a little chat with him......end up sleeping early yesterday nite.....then wake up at 3 am like that.....wiping all those sweats n change my clothes.....then watch a 30 min drama...then went back sleep again....then continue sweating again.....wasn't feeling well...wanted to vomit but can't.....till this morning....i have feel a little bit better.....only got some headache...n throat wasn't that nice.......
haihz...internet line still not fixed....boring dao......now in the cc update my blog...wahahah...done for today.....

curse~~!!!! #@$#%$^&*^%$#@

LOL...there have been a curse in the kampar pasar malam....y???? hmm..because every wednesday sure rain??? hahaha....believe it or not.....the 1st time i go.....no rain at all...lucky....butfor few times ald.....every wednesday also hujan.......=.='''|||

believe it or not.....it really rains ......gosh..therefore we plan not to go late today....plan to go about 6 something...early abit...but ..wht can u expect......the sun is still there...but u can hear thunder sound....cham lor..sure wan rain d.....when reach pasar malam...it's was quite windy.....n so we have to hurry up n go dabao the food we want to eat.....i think for a few minutes...the weather started to change...u can see black clouds starting to come.....after i think 7 minutes only....some ppl tends to feel water dripping.....OMG....gonna rain de lar....have to hurry up n buy things...the stall also startin to pack things up.....wahliao.....luckily i have order "lobak gou" when reach pm.....then when waiting for that aunty to cook...starting to rain liao ler.....alot ppl also running back d....but the rain still can accept lar...wasn't that big...n hardly to make urself wet so quickly......so..it was ok abit........haha.....

b4 we went home...we go visit our friend which is fever....we bring some mantou for her as diner...hahaha...so pity....then reach home only put the food back into my room...go take a shower then makan sambil tengok drama....hahaha....nice.......

haihz....so fast ald week 4....so fast ald 2moro gonna be thursday....shit lor...........week 7 all ald need to pass up assignment......cham lor...i starting to do abit d......collecting data...see wht i need to do....well...seems like it's not an easy task for me...hopefully....i can do well in it....if not gg lor....

oh....sakit....

very pain ler...my upper half body aching.....muscle pain...must be yesterday when carrying those heavy bag back.....pain pain pain...feels so tired......>.<
today finish class early abit....then plan to have dinner wif friends......we went to a restaurant....the food that not bad lar....we order 1 toufu..1 vege...one chicken n one pork....5 plate of rice...n 5 winter-melon juice....total cost about rm 58....so...each person only about rm 12....kekeke.......
hmm...lately dunno y got lots of ppl fall sick easily....ppl....pls take care of urself properly lar......drink more water....cny mood also spoil cause u guys canot simply eat jor...hahaha....
haihz.......thinking today is 4th week d....this is the 4th week studying in kampar d.....it's time to work on those assignment...if not i GG liao...running out of time jor...need to do revision lar....midterm test for QT lar.....n n n.....haihz...acvitity lar....hahaha

pcs of shit....

i still miss that fellor abit...haihz...dunno y...i feel stuck at him sometimes...i feel like run away from him when saw him....i act more cool than ever...pretend that he does not exist ...pretend i don't ever see him b4.....well...he is a materialistic person...yea...i know.....he couldn't change the fact that he likes someone...n still considering the real deal outside...i mean like...wht so big deal with an imperfect person....everyone have their bad traits rite....fat, short, ugly.....he sure dunwan.....i also dunno y...when it'comes to chosing a friends...he also can act like this....wht kind of person is this.....all i say is...u dun bullshit lar.....it's not ur fault for doing something mean to others....don't judge me wrong....but i will prove u wrong in somtimes when i'm back......just wait n see mr.J....

back to kampar lu~~

haihz...today back to kampar d....haihz....miss seremban alot..miss my mum alot...hahaha.....today the road to ktm abit jam...luckily i make it to the train b4 it left...OMG...i'm late...wahahaha...nervous dao.....

in my journey back....i took a nap..then wake up...watching that damn boring tom n jerry again which i saw it last time when i back to seremban...then listen to some gud musci...reach kampar train station by 9 pm d.....wah....late alot ler...reach home also around 9.41 jor...then unpack my stuff all...then pack the siew pao for my friends nicely....give 2 pack to my 2 housemates....

now...i'm sibeh hungry d...luckily i bought some extra siew pao...hahaha...wait wht o...eat lu...wahahaha.......i eat my dinnr early today...4 somethng ald eat...mum cook wan....keke...but no more energy d...so..must eat lar...hahaha...now still cny rite...hahaha

Mike Posner - Please Don't Go

ever wonder to tell someone....pls don't go...wahahaha...this is the song....

my day~~!!!!!

today is the day that i have been waiting for.....celebrating my 21st with my friends.....suppose to be this few ppl come...but they couldn't make it....hmm....do i feel sad?? not really.... am i piss off??? hmm....for few secs only.....y should i be unhappy as u guys thinks...???nah...i understand u guys....CNY mar...sure got lots of activities wan....but really...u ppl can forget today i'm having a function....that question is totally sucks n i hate it....if can't come then say say it lar...dun have to make me call from one person to another asking where are u now??? are u coming anot??wahliao eh.......very damn piss de ler....if u ppl say wun be coming...then ok lar...fine for me....but u forgot that today got something ....it's totally unacceptable....
but anyways u have a great times with the ex-puterians.....so happy that they came....so long din see them....thanks to them btw....








lovely shoes collection....wahaha

kfc as treat....














cake time....

















me wif the ex-puterians gang...















thanks for celebrating my bufdae gurls....<3 u ppl.....

all about him....

a nice songs....which can be use in my future wedding if i had one...hahaha...

CNY 2011~~

this year chinese new year was boring enough....so boring...for the 2 consecutive days...i end up sleeping at home....wht da.....BORING ler....wanted to go watch movie...but no one ask about it...haihz......wht to do..??????dun feel like staying at home keep on sleeping lar.....wanna go out ...wanna meet friends up.....oh btw....new year break was short...next monday ald need to go back to kampar....bought my ticket ald....5something de train...reach kampar around 8 something.....hahaha....plan to buy some seremban siew pao for my friends from other states....hahaha....hope they like it....many ppl say it's taste nice...but i don't think so...the quality all become bad d...how come ppl still can say nice....hahaha....perhaps they never eat b4....hahaha.....

to LOVE someone or to be love????

yeah guys..u read the title...i give u the ans....both also not an option for me.....i prefer to choose single and not available....weird huh...but i think this is the best decision for my life......maybe i'm tired....but i don't think so...having someone (bf/gf) *i'm not lesbian* is kinda like a burden...cause have to take care alot for that person...n have to care their feelings...thinking about activities to spend with them...money to spend on them...it's just burdening u know....i prefer my freedom...i like wht i do....no ppl to stop u of wht u wanna do....don't u guys feels like that sometimes....FREE...
hmm...thinking about my past....it's was just a sickening experience....sch time....MR.Y.....ppl keep say he is a gud guy...but after sometimes....deep down in my heart...i know that....i don't have any feelings towards him.....it's was just a false feelings.....then dunno y got rumors says that i like mr.L.....hmmm.....all i could say is...he is a gud guy....feels very thankful for him during sch time...settling stuff .....i owe him big time only....but dunno y ppl say such horrible stuff....it was kinda hurtful....although he make fun out of it...but it always remind me that i'm such a cheap girls in sch...i feels very shame.....
n so..y need love when u r comfortable enuf...n u can give urself that.....pls dun judge me wrong that i'm not ready or get hurt...but because i think having another person in life would not just get any better....