Since the day i found the truth....how i hope it wasn't real....
how i hope it wasn't reality.....
the truth is..my dream have been crush again...over and over again....
my little dream about my life...
seems to be fantasy in life????
perhaps it's just me that were willing to accept the truth ??
at a point...i realize how i naive i'm to living in a world full of hopes and dreams.....
there's often ppl out there to crash wht u are wishing for....
and that's is my biggest fears.....
lately....there are so many incidents going on...till i really felt that....
i'm afraid...afraid to think of my future....
all of my goals and dreams were just vanish ....
just a lost soul trap in the body wondering wht shall i do next
everyday....trying to be positive were not as easy as it think....
it's even harder than i can make it....
why this world is so harsh to me????
why should i take all this pain by myself??
who could really understand n stop all these tragedy???
thousands of question in my mind that i'm unable to answer it myself....
i'm so trap in the world called 'reality'
how i wish i could be a happy little kid where i don't have to think all these matter...
my dreams are gone....
fears is wht i have now~
P.s: no matter how unhappy in the state you were now....hang in there and prove to yourself that you will get better in the coming days~...
suicide is not a solution.....only people who are not brave enough choose to end it~
